My story

3/23/14

It's 4:00 pm.

Today I had a bowling tournament. I tried really hard, but my dad still gets mad about it, I'll never be good enough though.

I ended up standing the last half of the second game and the last scratching my arm as hard as I could. Now my right arm is a bright pink color with darker pink marks surrounding it.

I'm now sitting in my dads truck, writing this

HOLY FUCK STAY TOGETHER FOR THE KIDS CAME ON. blink-182 is in my top 5.

And their music has stopped me from killing myself at least 10 times.

The amount of times I think about killing myself is unhealthy.

Yet I always promise my friends that I won't.

I promised Hailey at least a year.

Told Kellie I wouldn't.

Assured Ally I wouldn't.

And so many more people.

Kay, why don't you just get help, you ask?

I have asked. Many times.

It got to the point my school councilor had to call and tell my mom.

So that's that.

I don't think anyone will read this far anyway. But I'll still update in hopes that someone will see my story, and know they aren't so alone out in this big old world.

So,

Ask questions.

Pm me if your feeling down, Kay don't judge!

Love you sexy zebracorns!