My story

8/13/14

I realize no one reads these.

I haven't been this tempted to cut in 7 months. I know realize no matter if your friends say they'll be there. They won't.

I want to fucking kill myself right now. I try not to let people get to me and I don't usually cry because of people but I did today and I scratched my wrists up and I seemingly can't control myself right now.

Fuck this. I'm going on vacation soon. My crazy aunt is staying with us for a few days. She doesn't understand boundaries and I want to punch her. The only friend that is even going to be there because everyone fucking hates me, always pushes me down and hardly cares about anything other than her girlfriend.

After I get home I may or may not find my blades. I may or may not cry myself to sleep. I may or may not take some medication. I don't know.

Goodbye to all my readers ((myself)) and have a great day.

This just shows me how I am trying to recover over summer. Much less becoming a freshman in a ghetto ass high school.

Fuck

My

Life

Ok bye now.