Gemini

Fourteen

I want to open up I really do but I don't know if I should.I already shared more than I should have.I don't know what possessed me to even do that. I don't even know him . I've never told anyone what I just told him.The words my mother engrained in me played over and over in my head.

Outside this house it's no one's business

Jordan quietly walked over to Deanna "My intention was to be here for you and if I overstepped some boundary please tell me."

I still couldn't wrap my head around why Jordan was being so nice

This shit was something I wasn't used to.

"I told you that's just me DD "

Fuck I really need to learn to not speak out loud

Jordan turned me to face him "I like you.You're funny sarcastic definitely nothing like the girls around here and you're beautiful" he whispered as he leaned closer to me

"No I'm not " I replied probably more harsh then I should have

"Shit " I muttered

Jordan stroked my cheek with his finger "Yes you are " he whispered  as his lips inched closer to mine

I'd never been kissed before. I might play it off like a hard ass  but deep down I knew I wasn't It was my defense mechanism and it worked up until I met Jordan

The next thing I knew Jordan's lips met mine.

His kiss was cautious , gentle and lit my insides up

I instinctively leaned into him and he must've taken that as a sign that I wasn't going to push him away or deck him

"Relax baby I won't hurt you " he murmured before cupping the back of my head with his hand and  deepening the kiss

The kiss seemed to go on forever and to be honest I never wanted it to end

Jordan's phone ringing broke our perfect moment and I felt an emptiness I'd never felt before when he pulled back enough to look at the caller id

Jayden

Jordan ignored the call as he pulled me into him again

He made me feel things I'd never felt before and I didn't know I was capable of having.

Jordan pulled me closer than he had before "Let me in DD please I promise it'll be worth it "

I silently nodded as I instinctively laid my head on his strong broad shoulder

"I'm afraid to " I murmured

Fuck did I say that out loud

"You don't have to be afraid with me baby I'll never hurt you "

The roar of an engine startled us both as Jordan looked over my shoulder

"Goddamnit " He muttered

"Well look what we have here "

"What the fuck do you want Jayden ?"Jordan hissed still holding me tight to him

"Looks like Miss Philly here wants to sample both Knights "

"Fuck off " I spat angrily trying to release Jordan's grip on me

"That was my idea this morning " Jayden smirked

"Go the fuck away Jayden "Jordan ordered

"Sorry J no can do. Seems Ms D here  wants to make me look like a chump.I asked her out tonight and she said she had other plans. Didn't know it was with your pussy ass "

Jordan kissed my forehead as he gently moved me behind him

"Go home asshole you reek of fucking whiskey which means you're shit faced "

Jayden's face contorted in anger as he balled up his fists

"Fuck you Jordan "

I didn't know what was going to happen next but the look in Jayden's eyes scared the fuck out of me

Jayden lunged forward jumping on his brothers back

The next thing I knew they were on the ground and fists were flying

I watched as Jayden landed a blow to Jordan's jaw and Jordan's head jerk back

"Stop it !!!!" I screamed

Jayden snickered as he looked up at me with a look in his eyes that told me he could care less what he did to his brother

My scream must have been enough od a distraction for Jayden because I watched Jordan land a blow to Jayden's jaw that must've knocked him senseless. A sound escaped his lips that sounded much like that of a wounded animal as Jordan 's fist met his brother's other cheek.

Shoving Jayden off of him Jordan stood "Get the fuck off me ,leave Dee alone and go  the fuck home you drunken asshole "

Jayden stood ,glared at his brother as he got into his car , fired the engine up and took off down the street like someone was chasing him.

Jordan walked over to me and I could see his lip as well as his jaw and eye were swelling fairly quickly

"I'm sorry this is my fault "I whispered afraid to go near him.

"Not your fault baby he's a fucking tool "

Jordan led me to his car 

"Don't worry about my brother .Jayden will get over this He's never really been a one girl kind of guy and I don't think he ever will be."