i need you || choni/madnessa

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madelaine

      i can't believe vanessa really told travis we kissed . it's been 2 months since we've talked and honestly , it's been rough . i have no one to talk to and travis is now starting to act crazy with me like he wants to hit me sometimes . i don't know what's up with him but i'm honestly scared of him .

      right now i'm going to the gym to get some aggression out and i see vanessa there with my trainer .

      "hey maddie were just finishing up." my trainer was pointing to vanessa and signaling me to set up of our session . "today we're doing twice the work so prepare yourself with some good stretches."

       "oh no i'm too young to die." i said dramatically and started laughing afterwards.

      out of the corner of my eye , i see vanessa cooling off with her sweat glistening on her chest and her stomach . i miss her so much . i walk up to her but nothing comes out . just an embarrassing dumb looking expression upon my face .

      "umm hi." she waves in a petty manor and rolls her eyes at me .

      "hi . sorry i was just coming over to tell you that we have a choni kiss coming up today since we're shooting the scenes for the finale season 3." i said trying not to make myself seem like a total idiot but i think she noticed the cover up by now .

      "i know, i have the script." she got up and walked to the sauna . i followed her .

      "look, okay you know i'm bad at this but i just wanted to say sorry for not accepting your apology and for being a total bitch at dinner ." i said trying to stop her .

      she snatched her arm away from me . "that was like 2 months ago . i'm over it . you should get over it too ." she continued to the sauna . leaving me standing there dumbfounded .

      is it wrong to say that i'm hurt ? i know i'm the one that caused all of this but i didn't mean to . now she has no interest in being associated with me what so ever . i regret this all . only if i had just took her out on a date when i met her at auditions we would have been a happy couple . family even . i have to make this up to her somehow . i just have to figure out how .

1 hour later .

      so the gym was ... gym . i worked out , got tired , pushed to the limited , and sweated . not much going on there lol . now i'm off to riverdale set .

     the cast was off to wardrobe and now practice shooting scenes . trying to get hand placements and everything right so we'll do it perfect for on camera so we won't waste film .

       "choni episode 23, scene 15." the director called . we walked up into position and started practicing our final scene of the season . "okay now a little change in script girls, after you guys talk about moving in together and after toni saying yes , i want you , toni to push madelaine down on the bed and get on top of her." he said pointing in all directions.

      "what?" the both of us said .

      "yes, and then play fight a little to make is seem all cute and loving and such then i want madelaine to end up on top . after you end up on top look into her eyes deeply and kiss her ." he said . "NOW ACTION !"

      we both kind of stood there in shock . he never changes the script like that on such short notice . we usually at least get a day of changes .

      "wait , are you serious right now?" i asked.

      "yeah is this a joke?" vanessa added.

      "no it's not. now get to acting . you both are wasting time come on . chop chop ."

      vanessa and i made eye contact and i shot her a scared , sorry look . well this is going to be weird .

      we started shooting the scene and honestly we got so lost in the play fighting because we used to do this all the time . i miss this . it's giving me flashbacks to the good times .

     "okay girls it looks great but we need the kiss." the director says .

      oh yeah . we totally forgot . but i personally was stalling . i did not want to do this .

      at this point i was on top of vanessa looking into her eyes about to kiss her. "i love you." i whispered onto her lips before i kissed her . i kissed her with so much passion and so much aggression . i got into it and lost myself . honestly

      "annnnnddd CUT!" the director yells . "that was great ladies thank you for accommodating to the changes." she said getting up to take a 5 . "seriously you ladies can stop." we both jumped up and everyone was watching .

      "well looks like these two aren't fighting anymore." lili says . she walks over to us and grins . "you know, i ship choni but madnessa .... woah . hot as hell ." she said biting her lip .

      "i hate you so much for saying that." vanessa said giggling .

      "i thought you guys were fighting?" lili says .

      "well, i guess we aren't." i smiled and looked at vanessa . she was blushing with her head down .

      "i guess we aren't . but it's gonna take a lot more to get back to where we were ." vanessa says .

      "well i'm ready to do whatever it takes to get you back . i need my best friend ." i looked at her and grabbed her hands . "i miss you vanessa and i don't ever want to make that mistake again ." i said not breaking eye contact .

      "i'll just let you two lovebirds talk." lili shoots us a sly smile and walks away."

      "anyway , like i was saying . i really do miss —" the director walks over and cuts me off.

      "LADIES ! great acting out there . hey madelaine can i talk to you for a bit ?" he interrupts .

      "sure ." i look at vanessa and he motions for me go ahead . him and i walked to a more private place to talk , and i see vanessa go over to talk to cole .

      "i love how you added the 'i love you' it was a great touch and we actually decided to keep it in." he said smiling . "i didn't even think about that."

      "yeah well i meant it sir . that wasn't acting."

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i'm bored in class 😭 . wrote this chapter in 20 minutes . lol

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