i need you || choni/madnessa

f o u r t e e n

madelaine

      this is it . this is the part where they tell me she's dead isn't it ? i've fought for her . why wasn't she doing that for me ? i wish she would just open her eyes and see that .

      "family and friends of vanessa morgan .. she isn't dead ." the doctor said .

      we all sighed in relief and hugged . we all started tearing up and smiling just tears of joy . unfortunately he ended up ruining the moment .

      "but ... she is in a coma . merry chrysler ." she smiled and walked away . i ran after him this time and i grabbed him from the back by his coat .

      "now look here you fucker . what type of shit was that ? you think this is funny don't you ? you wanna know what i think is funny ? if you don't try your god dammit best to keep my wife alive i will let your department know that you're killing off your patients . got it ?" at this point i had this bitch on a leash . he had his tail between his legs and he just nodded .

      casey stepped in and said "feel free to tremble ."

      "omg i was hoping she was going to say that too . that's the only thing that was missing . babe that was fucking iconic ." celina said .

      "well what can i say . i'm just protective . let's go see vanessa ."

      we all walked in the room and i immediately went to her and hugged her . kissed her . caressed her face . i missed her . she looked lifeless . like she really was dead and i couldn't take it anymore . it was breaking my heart . i walked out of the room and i sat back in the waiting room . i just cried .

      "i'm gonna go and talk to her alone casey is that okay this time?" celina said

      "yes of course." he sat back down and she found me in the waiting room .

      "it's okay sis ." she held me . and gave me room to let everything out . she was there for me and i couldn't have asked for anything more .

       "thank you ." i looked at her and flashed a small smile then i just pushed myself back into her embrace . she just reminds me so much of vanessa .

"well you are my soon to be sister in law considering the fact you called my sister your wife back there ." she smiled . i think she liked the idea of us getting married and being together .

i blushed . "well only if i have you guys approval , and your parents . but let's not think about that now ." i smiled

she wiped my tears away with her shirt which is now stained with mascara . "mm we'll talk , you just make her so happy . happier than any man has ever made her ." she said .

"wait vanessa has never been with a girl ?" i quizzed

"no haha . you're the first ." she said .

maybe that's why she pushed me away when we were about to take the next step . she's insecure about it . ugh why she's literally so beautiful and perfect .

we sat there until it was like 2 in the morning . casey had already gone home and cel was about to leave as well .

      "hey cel can you maybe come over ? i don't want to be alone tonight . or any night until vanessa gets out but you don't have to." i said

      "of course i will , i understand that . i was planning on asking someone to stay with them anyway , i just didn't want to ask you and be a burden." she said .

      "you will never be a burden to me . your family . and i will do the same thing i've done for vanessa for any of my friends kay?" i said i pulled her into a hug and she laughed .

       "okay. let's get going."

       the car ride flew by as we were jamming out to music and laughing at like 2:30 in the morning . we arrived at my house and instantly popped into my bed .

      "i'm gonna go to the guest room." celina said .

      "don't be silly . you can sleep with me girl . besides i like to cuddle ." i said . she flashed me a smile and crawled into me bed .

      "fine . but this is only because we both are emotional hot messes haha." she both laughed and then she closed her eyes to sleep . she was facing me and i couldn't help be stare at her . she just looked so much like vanessa it was creepy .

      "you should maybe take a picture ." she snapped her eyes open and it scared the shit out of me . she was laughing her ass off as well . my face was bright red at this point .

      "that's not funny ." i said pouting

      "omg lighten up . that was funny haha. i see why my sister likes you , you're so cute ." she poked my nose and laughed .

      i just looked at her . the more i looked at her the more my urge to just kiss her was getting stronger . why ? i guess my mind is tricking me into having feelings for her because she looks just . like . VANESSA !

      "cel could you ... kiss me ?" i asked

      she was clearly shocked . "why would i do that ?"

      "it's my brain . you look so much like vanessa and it's doing something to me . i just want to see if it works ." i looked at her and she was thinking hard

      "can we record this and when vanessa wakes up we can show her ?" she asked

       "yes . whatever makes you feel better about this ." we pulled out her phone and we explained everything . then she pecked me on my lips . i opened my eyes and before i could say anything she spoke .

      "wait can i do that again ? now i feel like you think i'm a bad kisser and i love to impress people ." she laughed . "but this is completely platonic ." she said

      "of course ." i laughed . she kissed me again and slipped me a little bit of tongue . i admit , this one was better but vanessa was a much better kisser .  and suddenly i wasn't attracted to celina anymore . she didn't even grab my face and it was actually kinda weird .

      "thanks but there's just something about vanessa that's unique ." i said thinking about her .

      "good , now go to bed . we have to get up early tomorrow to do to the hospital ." she turned around and so did i but it took me and hour to fall asleep because i was up looking at videos of me and vanessa and pictures we took together .

      i was finally asleep until celina got a phone call .

      "hello ?" she woke up and answered sleepily . she put it on speaker so i could hear.

      "hi sorry for the late phone call . this is doctor shannon and i was working with vanessa mizray today and i just called to inform you that somehow i'm getting fired from the hospital and some newbie doctor is taking my place and working on her case . i suggest you get there before he does. "

      she and i looked at each other like what the hell . "okay doctor shannon thank you for the information." we hung up and got up . washed up and got dressed and headed to the hospital .

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sorry for the bad chapter you guys . my witing sucks i'm literally the worst .