i need you || choni/madnessa

n i n e t e e n

madelaine

so i'm on my way home . dreading this situation and talking about it all . I don't want her to break up with me . i love her too much for that . as i'm on my way home , i get a call from cel . she told me that v wanted her to explain everything so she's told her the video . why didn't she just asked me instead of kicking me out ? i get that she's mad at me though . i messed up big time . i arrive at the house and i got out of my car and headed to the door . as soon as i got close the steps , the doors fly open like she's been expecting me .

"hey." i said . plainly and tired . my eyes were puffy and red . and she looked at me like she wanted to just hug me and tell me everything would be okay . but she didn't . she kept herself together .

"what made you think it was okay to kiss my sister?" she ask boldly . guarding the doorway with her hands folded across her chest .

"can i please come in first and sit down babe ? i really need to sit ." i said on the verge of tears . thinking about everything really put things in perspective .

"why do you need to sit down ? you haven't really done anything today but go to a hotel and you're tired ?"

"because i need to sit down !" i yelled out of no where . she jumped back and moved slowly into the house meaning for me to come in . i walked to the couch and sat on it , immediately burying my face into my knees . she comes over and starts rubbing my back . she tried to be so though and mean but she just can't do it . same for me when it comes to her .

"madelaine just explain . i saw the video , i know everything . what do you want ?" she proceeded to say after she sat down beside me and lifted my head up with her hand .

"i want you vanessa . i want you . can we please just forget about this as if it never happened ? i know i fucked up and i'm sorry . so so sorry . i will never hurt you again . not if it makes me feel like this . i — ." i couldn't bare to say the words that i dreaded saying . but i had to tell her . this has to be the first step of the new us . honestly and communication .

"you can say it babe . just tell me ." she looked at me concerned .

i took a deep breath and sighed .

"when i was in that hotel room i , i almost , cut myself ." she looked at me shocked but scared . she broke down in tears . she hugged me and examined my arms to make sure i didn't actually do it .

"no this is all my fault . i shouldn't have kicked you out ." she said as she hugged me and nuzzled her face in my neck . she was sniffling so i moved her head up and wiped her tears .

"look at me . i love you so much and i wouldn't put you through that . a lot was going through my mind when i had that blade in my hand and looking back , it was stupid . i couldn't do you like that . i couldn't leave you here ." i wiped more of her tears and she wiped mine . we sat in each others embrace for a while sobbing .

she kissed me on my lips and i kissed her on her forehead . "when i say i love you madelaine , i mean it."

"i know . i love you too . and i mean it ."
she looked at me and kissed me with everything she has . my hands immediately traveled to her waist .

she sat on top of me straddling me kissing me passionately . my hands traveled up from her ass to her under her shirt , and to her bra strap .

"i know — this isn't — the - best - time for sex right now — but - can i — baby — ?" i whispered onto her mouth while kissing her and biting her bottom lip . i then started kissing her neck and her head fell tilted back .

"yes baby." she whispered into the air .

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vanessa

      i feel really good right now . madelaine must really know what she's doing . i feel it's time for us to just go ahead and do this . she's been waiting and honestly i've been waiting .

      she pulled my shirt over my head and i pulled hers off as well throwing it behind me . she tells me to get up and carries me to the nearest room . she threw me down on the bed and she slowly crawled on top of me , making eye contact with me until she got to my lips . she kissed me while one of her hands made its way down to the buttons on my pants . she unbuttoned my pants , unzipped them , and slid her hand down to my sweet spot . 

      my breathing sped up as she played with me and whispered naughty things in my ear . she inserted one finger into me and i let out a soft moan that turned her on . she told me she wanted to hear more , so she sped up . after a few minutes she had already moved to three . i had my arms thrown around her back with my nails digging into her back . she kept going faster and harder with every stroke until i came all over her hand .

      she pulled her fingers out slowly and brought them to her mouth . she sucked on them and kissed me right afterwards .

"you're so good baby." madelaine whispered upon my lips . it sent chills down my body as i watched her finish licking her fingers .

she laid beside me and took her pants off . i slid between her legs and bit the top of her underwear . they were black lace and they were soaking . i know i don't know what i'm doing , but hey , that's what relationships are about .

"you sure you want to do this v ?" she looked at me and i could tell she really wanted this . it's been long enough . i'm finally ready for her to have all of me and i have all of her .

"i need to do this ." i came up to her and kissed her plump lips . i looked at her deeply and she returned the look . " i need you ."

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THE END ! ♥️

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(sorry for any errors!)