i need you || choni/madnessa

s i x

vanessa

so , yesterday madelaine apologized to me and we actually got through our scene . i'm not going to lie that scene was so hooott . i ship choni . looks like toni is moving into thorn hill with nana rose awww . and they had their first i love you . how sweet . toni just didn't say it back lmao savage .

anyway, i'm at home . it's about 8:00 and the cast , alone with the producers , are meeting up at my house to watch the finale before it airs on tv next week .

good thing my theater can hold at least twenty people .

i cleaned everything up and made sure it was spotless . then, i worked on myself . i curled my hair and did my makeup but i just put on some comfortable yoga pants and a thrasher hoodie . i put on some nike slides because why not ?

the first person to arrive was camila .

"where's the beauty at?" she calls throughout my house . that's what she calls me on set because she said i'm naturally pretty without makeup which made me feel so special .

"down here mila!" i shouted from the theater room.

"cominggg." she said . i could hear her heels click against my floor all the way down to where i was until she got onto the carpet . "i just realized how magnificent your house actually is like oh my goodness." she said taking her shoes off.

"thank you." i said . i really don't look at my house like that but hey it is her first time here .

"so you know i have to ask. what's going on with you and mads ? that kiss wasn't fake vanessa , but you guys were also fighting ." she sat down in the chair beside me.

"i don't know camila . honestly ." i said . "look if i tell you, you cannot tell anyone." i looked at her pleadingly with a slight whisper just in case cole or someone was around lurking .

"oh come on you know i won't but i promise i won't say a word." she said zipping her lips and pretending to throw the key away.

"okay so , i told madelaine i liked her for a while now and that i wanted to be with her but she picked travis blah, blah, and i kind of had a dream about her and kissed her in my sleep but she kissed back and i think that scene we shot yesterday, was actually real on her part." i explained .

"wow i didn't know . so what's happening with her and travis ?" she asked

"well i mean, i think they're great. he gave her a house key and made a big scene about it while i was at dinner with them actually . he reserved a whole rooftop just to gloat . that's why madelaine and i started fighting . so i told him that her and i kissed ." she looked at me with a shocked expression. her eyes big and her mouth dropped open .

"wow you have got to be kidding me . so you mean to tell me that you and madelaine don't live together anymore?" she said

"yep . he kinda broke into my house , took her stuff out of my room and moved it into his house . he claims i didn't lock my door but i'm pretty sure i did ." i told her.

"you've got to be kidding me."

"i wish i was." i said .

it's been like thirty minutes and all the cast is here except madelaine . i tried calling her multiple times and i even called travis . no one picked up so i'm going to take camila and drive to travis house .

"hey camila meet me in the garage . ask questions later." i rushed to get my sneakers and grabbed her keys . i told everyone i was just going to get madelaine and that i would be back . i ran to the garage and jumped in camilas jeep .

"so what's happening, where are we going ?" she asked

"travis house . madelaine was supposed to been here. i just got a weird feeling in my stomach." i said . i felt like i was going to throw up . something about this isn't right .

camila nodded . "i agree . something is off about this . here, take that bat from my backseat for protection." she said as we pulled into his driveway . it was pitch black in his house and outside except for one room . with one tiny candle light shining through the 2nd floor window .

"so what do we do?" she asked .

"we search each and every damn room until we find her." i said getting out of the car .

"let's split up." she said running the opposite direction .

"be safe!" i yelled to her . through the thick darkness. i went straight for the room with the shining light .

i can hear travis saying things but i can't quite hear . the only words i heard was "she's dead" and when i heard that i kicked the door down and hit him upside the head with the baseball bat as hard as i could . it was two other guys in there as well with gloves and a bag , along with cleaning products like they were planning to hide her body . so i kicked one in the chest and the other in the balls . i dropped my bat and ran to madelaine . she had multiple stab wounds all over her . and blood was everywhere .

"CAMILA !! CAMILAAA !?" i couldn't bare it . seeing her like this was just breaking me .

"what is — oh my god i'm calling an ambulance . is she breathing ?" she called 911 while i tried to cover most of her open wounds .

"she is but it's faint." i said . "you got this madelaine you can make it. don't leave me i need you, we all do." i cried so hard that my head started hurting . you could hear the police and the ambulance sirens outside and i just hugged her . i kissed her forehead and i picked her up in my arms and just hugged her helpless body . they brought a stretcher in and put her on it . putting her on oxygen and calling out multiple medical terms . i couldn't ride with her in the ambulance because it was multiple doctors trying to stitch her up so she wouldn't lose anymore blood .

camila and i rushed to the hospital and we called everyone we knew that knew madelaine . producers and everything .

we were all sitting in the lobby and camila is hugging me and comforting me even though i'm covered in blood . then a few others come and start rubbing me on the back and trying to cheer me up but i just can't stop picturing her body like that .

      the doctor came out and said he had some bad news and good news .

"so i'm sorry to tell you this but she lost 2 pints of blood . i'll need one of you to give her some of your blood , if your bloods match . also, she almost got stabbed in her heart, it missed it by 4 centimeters so that's a miracle." he said looking over his chart .

i started crying hysterically . i was so sad and mad i didn't know what to do . it's my fault . only if i gotten there a little bit earlier i could've maybe saved her .

"will she be okay doc?" cole asked .

"yes, we've already done some minor surgery and made sure she doesn't have any internal bleeding . we just need some blood . she lost quite a bit . it will take her too long to pump some of her own so we need it now. the other person will have to be in bed rest as well after we draw the blood. " he said .

"i'll do it." i stood up and looked at everyone else .

-
-
-

i broke my own heart writing this chapter 😭 last day of school was today 😍
❤️P🧡R💛I💚D💙E💜