Chapter 17

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No big speech today. The fans want an update they got it :)

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Lena POV

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Im laying on my hard cold cot.

Its late.

Really late. But I cant sleep.

My mind keeps replaying that kiss.

My first kiss.

When I was younger I used to imagine what my first kiss would be like.

I always imagined it would be in front of the little lake down by our house.

With the perfect boy that my father approves of and my mother loves.

I never thought it would be in the worst place imaginable with the worst boy possible!

But.....

I still can't stop thinking about it.

It was so very wrong. I mean his father killed my family.

And he made me watch.

But that kiss... it felt so right.

I had to make him think that I hated it and him.

I had to.

For both of us.

We can never be more. We can never be anything its impossible.

But once again I'm left wondering when did things get so messed up?

When did I suddenly not know who I am or what I want.

Especially when what I want I know I can never have.

I finally know the answer to one of my questions.

Why can't I stop thinking of Damon?

That ones easy to see now.

I like him.

I like Damon Hoess.

And

It'll be the death of me.

No.

He'll be the death of me.

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Beth....

:)

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