Chapter 32 (i) (Didi's POV)

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Didi's POV

So it's already been a few days since I came back from Boston and Harry won't stop acting weird and tensed. I remember the conversation I had with him over the phone this morning.

"Hey, Harry." I said.
"Hey, what's up?" he asked.
"Ummm, nothing much. What ya doing?" I asked.
"Ummm, I'm actually a bit busy. So I'll talk to you later?" he said.
"Ummm, okay." I said.
"Bye." he said.
"Bye." I said.

And this didn't happen just today, but it was happening since a few days. And sometimes I also saw tears welling up in his eyes when he was alone. I don't know what he was so sad about. I asked him a few times but he always made an excuse or changed the subject. It's just that I was worried about what was affecting him so much.
Anyways, I had to go to the studio. So, I started getting ready.
I drove to the studio and saw Liam walking towards me.
"Hey, Diya." he said.
"Hey Liam. What are you guys doing ?" I asked.
"Just trying to write stuff." he said and I nodded.

"Hey Harry." I said.
"Hey." he said and gave me a peck on the lips.
"So, what have you guys written?" I asked and Niall showed me.

You and me got a whole lot of history
We could be the greatest team that the world has ever seen
You and me got a whole lot of history
So don't let it go, we can make some more, we can live forever

"Wow, that's so good." I said. I wondered what inspired them  to write something like this.
"You like it?" Louis asked.
"Yeah." I said.
The boys were writing a lot today, as if there was this thing they wanted to say and it perfectly came out in the form of lyrics. But I don't know why I didn't feel very inspired to write today. After sometime, Louis, Liam and Niall went out to bring food and Harry came to me.
"Hey Diya." Harry said.
"What's it?" I snapped.
"Ummm, are you okay?" he asked.
"Yeah, why?" I said.
"Ummm, nothing." he shook his head and said.
I didn't want to look pissed. But I couldn't help it. I didn't want this one thought to enter my mind, which, anyways entered my mind. What if Harry liked someone else? I didn't want to think this. But that's what I felt after seeing his behavior. But then I remembered the time I saw how he looked sad and his eyes were watery. And I don't think this would make him sad. I was so confused now.
I didn't want to ask him further because I didn't want to seem like I wanted to know everything.
"Diya, what are you thinking?" Harry asked.
"Nothing." I said.
"Hey, you can tell me right?" he said.
"Maybe. But I don't want to." I said and I suddenly felt guilt taking over me.
"What?" Harry said surprised.
"Ummm, sorry, I didn't intend to be rude like that." I said.
"Yeah, but what has happened to you today? You're acting weird." he said.
"Really Harry? You think I'm acting weird today?" I said.
"Can you tell me what has happened?" he asked.
"Okay, you wanna know why I'm acting weird or seem a bit pissed? Fine. So, you think I'm acting weird today. So don't you realize how differently you have been acting since what, last two weeks? Yeah, since the day I left for Boston. You look tensed, worried and sad. I've seen tears in your eyes when you're alone. I asked you a few times but you just made an excuse or changed the subject. I once heard the boys telling you that you should tell me something. I'm sorry if you think I was eavesdropping, but I was not. And I didn't want to seem like I wanted to know everything that happens with you. But seeing how much whatever this thing is, has affected you, I was worried. And so I was pissed off. And you know what? I didn't want to ask you this one question. I didn't want this one thought to enter my mind. But, I can't help it. I just wanna know that, if...if..there's..there's someone..if there's someone else you like. Please tell me. Please-" I was saying until
Harry said, "No, no, no, no. That's not what this is about. It's nothing even near that."
"Then what is it Harry?" I said.
"I'm sorry I didn't tell you anything. And I'm sorry about my behavior. I didn't know you'd be so worried. I didn't know how you'd react. But, you deserve to know it. You definitely do." Harry said.
"I do?" I said.
"Yes. You do." he said.
"See, I don't wanna pressurize you to tell me. If you just tell me that it's nothing I should worry about and is something which won't make you worried or sad anymore, then it's okay if you don't tell me." I said.
"No. This is something you have to know. It is something which you eventually had to come to know. And it's quite big." he said.
"What's it Harry?" I said looking into his eyes.
"Me and..." he said.

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