Stay With Me (A Janoskian Fanfiction)

Chapter Three

Dear Diary,

Today was the best day of my life, I guess. As you know Jess stayed here. She met the Janoskians, these five famous guys from the internet. She is a little (or even more than a littel? ;D) in love with one of them, Luke. She called him and asked the boys to come around to hang around with us.

And, oh my god. Beau Brooks is the most beautiful guy in the world. I can’t believe it. I think we actually flirted… Oh my god, wouldn’t that be amazing? Me and Beau Brooks?

Okay, that’s pathetic. Beau would never like a girl like me. And that’s why I need to stop falling for him. I bet there are thousands of beautiful girls out there, waiting for him to notice them. I was just lucky to meet him but maybe I never see him again.

Yes, he asked for my number but he also asked the other girls (except for Jess, who’s number he already had). I would be stupid if I let my hopes grow. Beau is a boy without the fear of a girl. He is a flirt and he knows he is handsome.

Maybe I should just stop talking to him and everything would turn out right. Yeah, that would be good… but I still don’t get what Jess said to me today. She asked me if I had a small crush on Beau and of course I denied it. If I would say it there was no turning back. So, here I am, saying I don’t like Beau Brooks.

Okay, I like him, but not like that.

Anyways, I said: “no, I don’t like him“ and she was like: “Oh, you will find out soon!“

What the hell should that mean? I am confused. Maybe she just wanted to banter with me. But she is so lucky. She really likes Luke and I can see he likes her, too.

I have to admit I’m jealous about her. Boys like the Janoskians would never like me because I am just an austrian/australian girl. Less than average. I don’t deserve a more-than-average-guy like Beau.

Argh, this is frustrating. Okay, I stop writing now because it only depresses me even more.

Love,

Marlene

I closed my diary and that moment my phone buzzed. A text.

From: Beau x

Msg.: Hey, beautiful, any plans 4 2morrow? I don’t and I thought we could hang out together :) Beau

My heart skipped a beat as I read the text. He would like to hang around with me? Maybe he does like me… no, he was just being friendly.

Sure, what would u like 2 do?

From: Beau x

Msg.: I dunno, u decide. Maybe ice or cinema?

Ice sounds gr8 :)

From: Beau x

Msg.: Alright, I’ll call u 2morrow morning again. G’nite, beautiful ;)

I stared at my phone. He called me beautiful, two times. My heart was pumping hard against my chest and my breath was heaier than usual. What the fuck was up with me?

I shrugged as if I could get rid of these feelings but again and again I imagined his face when he texted me. Maybe he was smiling, just like me.

No, he was just friendly. For sure he had asked the other girls, too. He wasn’t interested in me, no way.

I made my way out of my room and knocked at Tessa’s door. “Come on in!“, she shouted and I saw her sitting on her bed, her phone in her hand. I knew it.