Stay With Me (A Janoskian Fanfiction)

Chapter Ten

The next morning I got out of my bed and jumped under the shower. I washed my hair and shaved my legs quickly - I really hated having hairy legs, just eww – and then I put my hair up in a messy bun without drying them. I put on a blue strapless dress and went downstairs. Again I met Tatjana and sat down on my usual seat. “Good morrow, princess“, she grinned at me sleepily in an old-english accent.

I poked out my tongue at her and looked at the bowl full of Cheerios infront of her. “How are you?“, I asked and went to the fridge. I grinned as I found a new glass of Nutella. I took it out and grabbed a few breads and a knife.

I sat down again and started wiping a bit of the chocolate cream on two breads and smiled at Tatjana as we both ate in silence. After a few minutes Jess came in but as she saw me she almost wanted to leave.

I wiped my mouth with my sleeve and grabbed her wrist. “Jess, I-“

“Save it“, she snapped and released herself from my grip. “You’ve totally overreacted and it’s not my fault Beau doesn’t want you.“

Tears shot up to my eyes. I just wanted to apologize and what did she? Yeah, I’ve been a bitch but she didn’t have to put salt into the wound. She went out and I looked back at Tatjana who bit her lip. “Don’t mind her“, Tatjana whispered as she stood up to hug me.

“But she’s right“, I whispered. I didn’t trust my own voice and I was afraid to speak out loud. “I totally deserve how she treats me“, I said and felt like it was true. I really deserved it. I had been stupid lately and she was the only one who realized it… Maybe Tessa did so, too. Maybe also Kirsty… I also hadn’t seen her for more than 24 hours now. “Why do you still like me?“, I asked Tatjana, holding back my tears.

She smiled weakly. “Because you’re a great friend. I don’t wanna be involved in your and Jess‘ fight but I don’t think you deserve this. I won’t say anything to her after all. I just want you both to be friends again.“

I nodded, seeing her point. “I will go out for a bit…“, I murmured. I went up to my room and got my purse. I wrote a text to Beau:

Wanna meet now?

From: Beau x

Msg.: Sure! Where? Maybe at the beach?? .x

Alright :) See you in a bit

I put my phone into my purse and walked out, not without saying goodbye to Tatjana first. I had no idea where the others were! I went (or should I say ran?) to the beach and saw Beau was already there. He was standing close to the water and he didn’t wear shoes. After a few seconds the water came closer and touched his toes.

He smiled slightly and I could see he had his hands in his pockets.

Suddenly he turned around and met my gaze. A small smile appeared and he walked over to me. On his way he grabbed his shoes and then he stood awkwardly infront of me. “Err… hi“, he smiled shyly.

I giggled. “Hey… so, why are we here?“

He cleared his throat and pointed at the beach shop. “Maybe you want to sit down? I feel like it’s gonna be a long conversation.“

I agreed and we went up to the beach shop. “Do you want to eat or to drink anything?“, he asked as I sat down.

“Some water please“, I murmured and looked for my money in my purse. I took out my money bag and looked for the amount of money I needed to give him. Finally I found it but as I looked up to give it to him he was already coming back, a bottle filled with water and some coke. Or pepsi. Whatever. “Here“, I said and wanted to give him the money.

He shook his head and smiled. “It’s okay“, he grinned.

I sighed. “Please, take the money. I feel bad if you pay for me.“

He shrugged. “Why feel bad? I wanted to buy it for you.“

I sighed and gave in. “Okay. Well, let’s start then?“

He nodded and cleared his throat. “First of all I want to apologize for what I’ve done… It was not the right ting to hit him even though he hasn’t done anything“, he murmured and I saw he tensed up. What was up with him? “Anyways… I’m sorry.“

I nodded. “It’s okay, Beau. I don’t know what you were talking about because he wouldn‘t tell me either but… I will tell him you’re sorry.“

He smiled relieved. “Thanks. That means a lot to me! And… err, may I ask why you were angry at me in first place? Maybe I should know but… I don’t. Another thing I’m really sorry for. I try to understand you… but it’s not easy.“ He smiled his cheeky smile and once more my heart skipped a beat.

He still was affecting me. Yeah, I still liked him. And he made me fall for him even more! “You don’t need to be sorry… I was just annoyed… and childish. Oh my, I cannot explain it to you. All I can say is that you don’t need to worry about it. I was so childish. Oh my. I just realized how childish I was!“ I blushed hard as he grinned his cheeky smile once more. “So, are we friends again?“ He reached out his hand for me and I shook it.

“Of course we are! And I’m really sorry… Oh god.“ I chuckled in unison with him. I know I shouldn’t fall for him but it was just too easy, especially when he was all cheeky and se’cute. Hehe, yeah, I really say se’cute.

He grinned. “I’m glad. It would be a really pity if we would break up like this.“

I nodded in agreement and looked at my watch. It was already eleven AM. In a few hours I’d meet up with Austin. “I need to go around five PM“, I said. “What do you wanna do in the meantime?“ Why didn’t I tell one of them I’d meet up with the other one? Once again I was being stupid.

“Whatever you want“, he smiled. His hand moved a bit closer to mine but as he recognized I saw it he pulled back and blushed. Oh my god, he is so adorable! I grinned and grabbed his hand, making him blush even harder. It looked so sweet when boys were blushing! “I think you should decide what we‘re gonna do“, I smiled.

His grin grew a bit. “What about ice?“