It's complicated.

Chapter 10

I woke up in the arms of Harry. I had to say, I missed this feeling. I missed this feeling. The feeling of someone wanting you for you. Not the feeling of someone only wanting you for your looks. Harry's alarm went off and he woke up and answered it. It was his manger calling him to meet up in the studio.
"Love. I have to go," he whispered in my ear. I turn to face him and smile and said 'okay'. He leaned in and kisses me passionately. We both knew this was not going to be a longer term thing. We were just doing something that we wanted to do for a long time and we're not finally able too. Gosh I missed him, not because he's a very gorgeous guy, but because he reminded me of being young and free and that's what I needed right now . He quickly puts on his boxers and pants and put on his sweater without shirt because I was wearing it. He said goodbye and to call him if I ever needed him again. After he left, I slept for 2 more hours before I left to work.
Time skip- at set
While waiting for my scene, I laid down on my couch in my trailer talking to Zendaya through FaceTime (she was still visiting family).
"So you slept with him?!!! Y/n!!! You swore you would never talk to Richard again!" Z was yelling at you. You knew deep down that she trusted every choice you made and that she would support you no matter what.
"I know I know! I fucked up. But it gets worse," you say.
"It does?!!" Yells out Z. You tell her everything that had happed with Harry. She stares at you wide eyed.
"So you slept with him?!" She asked you. You nodded your head.
"Well normally I would have been yelling at you for texting your ex. But I really liked Harry for you so I'm not going to yell at you." She says smiling. You just laugh at her and get a text saying you are needed at set. You bid Z a goodbye and gather your things.
You pass by Tom and he smiles at you. You smile back at him. You and Tom have a makeout scene today so this was going to be fun. Normally you and Tom do well in scene that you have to kiss but ever since you guys went out it has gotten weird.

Once we were done filming for the day, Tom walked me to my car.
"Thank you. You know you didn't have to walk me out to right?" You say with a chuckle. Tom smiles and says "it's no problem".
"So are you free tonight?" Asks Tom.
"I am. But Tom I have to come clear with you." You tell Tom.
"Uhh okay," says Tom quietly.
"I really like you Tom. Like a lot. But I just want to let you know that I'm going through a hard time right now and I'm trying to keep myself from getting hurt. So I just want to let you know that you aren't the only guy that I'm going out with. Okay?" I told him. I didn't want him to think that he was the only guy that I was talking too.
"Yeah I understand. I like you too, but I'm also talking to a few other girls but don't tell them but your my favorite." He says with a wink.
"Okay" you says with a smile.
"So now that we have that out of the way. Are you still free tonight?" Tom asks once again.
As I was a bout to answer I get a phone call from Z. I tell Tom to give me a second to answer it.
"Hey Z what's up?"
"Y/n you need to get here." She says.
"Okay I'll be there in like 2 ho-"
"No you need to get here right now. Richard is here." She says and ends the phone call. And then I felt my world falling apart again.
"T- Tom, I can't go out I have to go home. Bye I'll see you one Monday." You says quickly getting inside your car and speeding away.