It's complicated.

Chapter 20

"No, you're lying," says Jonathan standing up and grabbing the test from Zendaya. You didn't say anything. You were taking in the information. Holy SHIT your gonna be a mom. You've never really thought of yourself as a mother. I mean you had nieces and nephews that you loved a lot but those were your sibling's kids, not yours. You never even had any experience taking care of kids. Yeah sure you babysat for them but only for a few hours, nothing too long.
"Holy fuck," Jonathan said quietly. He looked over to you and said," its positive." You nodded slowly starting to accept the fact that there was a human growing inside of you. A baby. A baby that you made with someone. Someone that you didn't know who the father was.
"I don't want to pressure you into anything y/n/n but what are you thinking about doing?" asked Jonathan. You haven't put much thought about what you would do.
"I wanna keep it. Fuck I know if I keep it it's gonna fuck up my career and ill practically have to start out at the bottom again but I don't think I could ever live with myself if I didn't keep it," you said getting up and looking at the pregnancy test. You grabbed one of them and examined it. It's crazy how this tiny thing can change your life in just a matter of hours.
"Okay, i'm gonna schedule you an appointment with a doctor, I want us to try and keep this quiet as long as we can because being pregnant in the industry is a huge toll on women, and knowing how the paps love to attack you, it's better if we keep it down low as long as we can," Jonathan says walking away making a phone call. Z looks at you and starts crying.
"Aw Z don't cry, I promise this won't change anything," you say tears brimming your eyes.
"NO SILLY! I'm so excited! Like I just don't know how to explain it. I'm just super happy for you." she says and pulls you into an embrace. You both go sit down on the couch and eat while Jonathan is on the phone.
"Do you even have a clue on who it could be? Like think back on when your last period was," she says. You try hard to think but no the timelines don't add up.
"Tom was first, the Rich, and then Harry, then Tom again. I don't even know. How does that even work? Like the whole pregnancy thing? I know like the whole 9 months and stuff but other than that I know nothing." you said quietly. You were starting to freak yourself out. You didn't know anything about pregnancy or what to expect. Z noticed your face and started to calm you down.
"Hey, no one knows what to expect. That's the beauty of parenting, you never know what you're gonna get. Its human instinct. It'll come when the time comes. Most importantly I think we should tell the three fathers that only one of them is the dad. Do you have any clue on how you're gonna tell them?" she asked you. You hadn't even thought about telling them anything. The only one that knew anything was Richard.
"Well, I don't wanna say anything until I know for sure that everything looks good and that the baby is healthy. But I was thinking I could just sit them all down at the same time and try to figure it out with them," you said.
"You sure you wanna do that with Richard in the same room with Tom? Rich hates Tom." Z says.
"Well he's gonna have to get over it," you say. "Hey I'm really tired I'm gonna head to bed can you tell Jon to just call me in the morning for my appt," you tell Z.
"Yeah, i'll tell him. Go get some rest and y/n. I love you and that baby so much that it's kind of scary." Z says smiling.
"We love you too Z, goodnight."