It's complicated.

Chapter 19

You paced around your living room. You can't be. No, it's not possible. You've always been super safe and this can't happen to you. You were Y/N! You're one of the new and youngest celebrities rising to fame. This would only set you back. Wait whose is it? Wait, am I even pregnant?
"It's mine right? It has to be. We had sex a month and a half ago when I came over to talk to you." said Richard happily. You looked at him annoyed.
"You're not the only guy I've been with recently Richard, and anyways there's a huge chance I could just be super sick and not pregnant," you said bluntly but deep down you knew you were wrong. Whose could it be?
"Ummm not to be an eavesdropper or anything but have I heard everything correctly? Can you actually be pregnant?" Zendaya asked, popping her head out of the doorframe into the living area. You looked over at her and got really emotional and started crying. She ran over to you and held you, Richard tried to jump in but Z pushed him away and said that it was probably best if he left. You could tell he wanted to stay and comfort you but you knew that the best person to comfort you was Z. He grabbed his jacket and asked to call him later when I found anything out. Z said she would.
After about an hour of crying and thinking about how I could be so stupid, I finally gained the courage to call my assistant and ask him for help. He quickly replied and said he would be over in 30 mins with everything I needed. I texted Tom and told him I could not make it to dinner and he quickly replied asking if everything was okay and that just made you cry even more. There could be a chance that if you were pregnant the baby could be Toms. Tom. this incredible guy that you've had so much fun with the last week in Greece and now it all came crumbling down. What would he think? That you're a whore for sleeping with two guys. OH FUCK HARRY. You had totally forgotten about Harry. No, it's not possible. You definitely knew what Harry would do. He would make you both quite Hollywood and go live off the grid in someplace in Europe. Hey, that doesn't seem bad, but still, you've worked hard for everything just for you to give up because you may be pregnant. Okay, you needed to stop jumping to the conclusion because there's still a chance that you could not be pregnant.
"Do you wanna talk about it?" asked Z. you looked at her and realized that you hadn't talked the whole time you had just been crying.
" What am I going to do Z?' you asked quietly. Her embrace tightens around you.
"You're gonna be fine y/n/n. You know I'm here for you. And i know that Richard will be there too, even if you don't want him too." she said.
"Z, y Harry? And Tom? there's a chance that it might even be Toms or Harry's," you said quietly. She pulled apart from you and you saw her smile.
"Tom was two months ago wasn't it? Unless there was a second time?!!" she said, smirking. You nodded yes.
"I lost count after the fifth time,"   I said quietly.
"I hope it's Toms. I know you two are meant to be together, you two just don't know it yet," she said and pulled you back into a cuddling position.
Your assistant Jonathan arrived earlier than you thought. He had two big bags with him and he knew you so well that he brought you take out from your favorite restaurant. You've known Jonathan for so long and he was truly one of your closest friends, you had made him your assistant when you got your first big lead in Game of Thrones 4 years ago. Since then he's always been one of the first people that you would tell anything. You didn't even realize how hungry you were until you saw him pull up with food.
"Okay, so I got like 10 different types of pregnancy test cause I didn't know which one was the best. Oh, and I bought some brochures just in case if you know you are, then we can decide which route you wanna go," he said quietly. You hadn't thought about which route you wanted to go to. You had always assumed that you would keep it, but maybe you're not so sure about that.
You took three different tests and waited with them. Jonathan's phone timer went off. You three looked at each other. You were scared shitless. Z said that should look for you. She got up to the countertop and looked.
"What do two pink lines mean?" she asked.