Love Will Be There

Jessica

The next day i felt the same pain, yet it felt a bit worse. It was 7:00am and there I was over the toilet, throwing up. After I popped 2 advils and went back to sleep. I woke up at 11:30am and the pain was gone. I went down stairs and then poured myself some cereal and made myself a smoothie. I ate in peace and then cleaned up around the house. I got ready and wait for Wes, Tyler and Keats to come. home from where ever they were so we could shop for the party tomorrow. I waited about another 30 mins when Tyler and Wesley walked into the house.

"Hey Guys!" I greeted the guys.

"Hey!" Tyler and Wes said

"Where were you guys?" I asked but then they walked right in front of me and I immediately knew.

"The Gym." Tyler said

"Oh, hope you guys got a good workout in." I smiled

"Hell ya it was killer." Wes said.

"Yeah I can tell, where Keats?" I asked

"Oh he is with this fan that he met like 2 weeks ago, and they like clicked, he has hung out with her almost everyday except for the first 2 days you were here." Wes said.
I felt jealously run through me.

"Oh..." I simply replied.

"I'm going to shower, so we can go party shopping." Tyler said excitedly

"So are you finally going to get with Olivia?" Wes asked pushing him over.

"Yea Tyler are you? Or you to chicken?" I said laughing

"Come on guys..... You know I am." Tyler said

"YEAHHHHHHH THATS RIGHT!" Wes shouted. I began to laugh and told them to hurry and shower, we need to go shopping.
The both ran to the bathrooms and jumped in the shower. I went to my room and played the 1975, Robbers began to play. I sat there staring at the wall. I knew it was all to good to be true. Keaton actually liking me. No boys has ever liked me, only once had a boy liked me and he ended up breaking my heart. I just thought, and thought. Did I do something wrong? Or did Keaton want to play me. I wasn't really sure but all of the sudden I was snapped out of my thoughts.

"Earth to Lilly, we are leaving. Are you ok?" Tyler asked.

"Yea, I'm.. um... Fine." I said
Tyler gave me a funny look but I just ignored it.
Tyler and I hopped into Wesleys car and we were off.
We first went to Safeway, and let me tell you. We bought a lot of food, I think more than enough. We literally spent 2 hours in Safeway. Wes also bought lots of alcohol. I knew people were going to be staying the night. We then went home and the boys unloaded all the groceries, and of course I put them all away. It was 3:45pm and no one had ate lunch yet so I made everyone grilled chicken sandwiches. After I listened to Tyler and Wes talk about a new song. I gave suggestions and I came to realize song writing was really fun. I get a call from Keaton and I ignored it. Keaton called again so I answered
"Hello?"

"Finally someone answered their phone! Wes and Tyler weren't answering theirs."

"Oh ...." I said.

"Well anyways, I was wondering if you guys could come to this new Mexican place that just opened. I have to tell you guys something."

"Um ok I'll let the guys know."

"Thanks you rock Lilly, I'll text you the address and time you guys should get there."

"Ok, bye."

"Bye."
And I hung up the phone, and told the boys. They were up to it, but I was not. I told them if they could bring me some to go. I told them that I wasn't felling so good. Keaton wanted them to be there at 6:00pm so the guys got ready and were out the door. I walked to my bedroom and called Olivia. She didn't answer. I forgot she was probably driving. I recalled her saying she was going to arrive tonight, I wasn't sure what time.
I sat there for about and hour catching up on some dexter. I played a little Pokemon. At about 7:15 I got a call. It was Olivia.
"Hello?"

"Lilly why aren't you here!?!"

"Woah woah, calm down, I wasn't feeling good."

"Really I have seen my best friend in almost 8 months and you flake, Lilly I know you're not sick."

"Wow your good."

"I know because I'm your best friend."

"I know...."

"We are about to finish up, we will be there around 8.... And I will tell you what went on."

"Ok, but wait, I thought you weren't getting here until late tonight."

"I left earlier, because Keats wanted me to attend dinner."

"Oh I see.... I got to go I'm about to just in the shower."

"Alright I'll see you soon."

"Bye" I hung up the phone before she could say bye back.
I jumped in the shower and through on some yoga pants and my favorite flowy tank. I put on a touch of mascara and left my hair natural. 8pm came sooner than expected, and I heard everyone walk in the door. I ran straight to Olivia and hugged her tight.
"OH MY GOSH IT HAS BEEN TO LONG!" I screamed

"I KNOW I MISSED YOU SO MUCH!" Olivia screamed back. I let go and saw a blonde beauty standing with Keaton. She was gorgeous. Wayyyyyy prettier than me, she had a cute surfer style and had beautiful blue eyes. I was sure she was a model or something. She was just beautiful.
"Who is this beautiful blonde?" I asked Keaton

"Lilly this is Jessica, my umm, girlfriend." Keaton said shyly.

I was in shock, I couldn't believe it. I felt my body grow weak and I couldn't think I was flustered.

"Ooo, since when?" I replied pretending to be excited."

"Today" Jessica spoke. Even her voice was beautiful.
I felt incredibly insecure of myself.

"Well Congrats guys, I'm really happy for you!" I replied again pretending to be excited.

"Thanks" Keaton and Jessica said.
Wesley handed me my food, and I thanked him kindly, and I stood behind everyone while they went to the living room. Once everyone was ahead I turned around and ran to my room and slammed the door. I sat on my bed with my food and turned on the TV. I finished the food in 2 mins and threw the trash away. I grabbed my pillows and threw all of them at my door as hard as I could. I then just sat on my bed and thought 'you worthless piece of shit.... You thought Keaton would actually like you, even care about you!'
I felt a tear run down my face and felt my sides hurting again. I got up to puke in the bathroom. As I walked to the bathroom, my sides ached and I fell to the floor. I struggled to get up, and when I did I rushed to the bathroom and threw up. I threw up my whole meal I ate. I brushed my teeth and popped 2 advils... I felt like shit, and knew I was shit to everyone. I turned off my TV and light. I left my firefly lights on and stared at them. Reminding myself of the time Keaton and I once shared. I felt another tear run down my face, and just told myself I was over reacting, that Keaton and I never were dating. I just had so many thoughts running through my head.
Then there was a knock at the door...

Dun Dun Dunnn.. haha hope you guys liked this chapter!!! if you want to see what Lilly, Olivia, and Jessica look like the link is here

http://i1284.photobucket.com/albums/a566/goingbacktocali96/Mobile%20Uploads/image_zps6cc05a52.jpg

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