Love Will Be There

No Place I Would Rather Be.

It was a weird day in LA today I was really rainy and It just wasn't usual. I woke up at 7:00am in my warm bed with a surprise next to me. Keaton. I flipped over and cuddle with him so tight.

"I missed you so much!" I whispered

"I was only gone for a week" keats whispered back.

"I know but I still missed you..."

"I'm missed you so much too" keats said awkwardly kissing my forehead

We together fell back to sleep, an it was very peaceful

I then woke and ran to the bathroom. over the toliet I hung desperately gasping for air. Keaton came rushing in and all sounds were fuzzy and unclear. I felt the vomit rushing out of my body and I felt like ropes were being pulled to try and pull me apart. I glanced at the toilet.... there was blood everywhere.
Since everything was super fuzzy I tried getting up and had no strength.

I grabbed a hold of Keaton
"Keaton Help Please, I Need a hospital Now!" I screamed with terror.

He lifted me up off my feet and ran me to the car. Tyler drove me to the hospital with Keaton in the backseat. Tyler rushed me to the emergency section of the cancer hospital, I was rushed rapidly to a room, and many many tests were ran. They gave me medication and I feel asleep. In that time I wasn't dreaming, I didn't have any nightmare. My mind was blank, white walls surrounding me. It was fresh like the air. I left waves crashing onto my feet and the sand sticking to my toes. The air blew and I just felt normal again.
I woke up to bright lights the twinkled in my eye. I was in my room, well my hospital room, that I had decorated before. in a chair next to me I saw his eyes. the where red and puffy as if he was crying, but still blue as the sky.

"Guys, look she is waking up.." Keaton noticed with excitement

Tyler and Wes walked over with a little joy, and they al surrounded me. I was hooked up to IVs and still had the stupid tube in my nose

"What happened." I asked

They looked at each other with concern and Keaton got up and left the room.

Tyler sat beside me and held my hand.

"Lilly, both your kidneys are now infected, your Cancer has spread, you have level 4 cancer." tyler said calmly, holding back the pain.

I stopped and closed my eyes shut, holding back the tears. I didn't want to ask the likely hood of me living because I new it wasn't likely. Keaton comes back into the room. He sits beside me.

"We will be right back.." tyler said, leaving with wes.
I turn to Keaton and he can't look away. he grabs my hand, and I hold it back.

"Are you ok," I ask
Keaton sighs "no, to be completely honest I'm not okay, I love you so much and I can bare this."
I scoot over and pat the bedside. he lays beside me wrapping me in his arms.

"Let me assure you when I'm gone, they pain will go away, you have to stay strong keats" I said

"How can I stay strong if my strength is you."

"We know we both aren't going to be on earth forever, but where ever I am and if there is some afterlife then know I will always be there to give you strength."

"I don't want you to go please just hold on..." keaton said with a raspy throat

"I can't hold on forever, I'm in so much pain.. and stage 4 is incurable lets face reality please."

"I don't want think about that....."

I looked at Keaton's eyes he was so teary, I started crying to.

"I love you" I said

"I love you too...." he said

And as my heart beat declined and nurses came rushing in, if I was to not make it, I wouldn't want to die anywhere else, but right there in Keaton's arms.
-no place I would rather be