Love Will Be There

"Is this a Joke"

Dianne went to open the door. everyone crowded around the door saying hello. I stood off to the side and just patiently waited. Wes was the first one to hug everyone so he came over to me and I leaped into his arms and we hugged so tight.
"Wesley I missed you so much!" I said muffled with my head on his shoulders

"I missed you more!!" Wes said

"I doubt that" I laughed

"I don't care if you have a wire in your nose and you hair is gone.. Lilly you are so beautiful... just know that lil sis." Wes said.

I said nothing but gave him a short hug.
I heard his voice loud and clear and my heart dropped.
Wes turned around and Keaton saw me, his smile slowly turned into a frown. His "hi babe" wasn't even finished. he just stared and I stood there staring at him back. there were no words he couldn't speak. I could speak either, my throat was dry and I felt like tearing up. laraine walked over to Keaton and place her arm around him. He shrugged her off. I couldn't tell if he was mad of sad, or both. the moment didnt even feel real.
.
"Is this a joke?" Keaton said breaking the silence.

I turned my cheek and bit my lip trying to hold the tears but the just fell out. I shook my head no.

"What the fuck? you guys please tell me this is a joke." Keaton said.
I was standing there just crying streams with everyone just staring at me. Tyler walked over to me and I just cried in my shoulder I made no sound but had tears streaming.

"Lilly why didnt you tell me!! HOW COULD YOU KEEP THIS FROM ME. ARE YOU STUPID OR SOMETHING!" Keaton said

"Yo bro come on just chi-" Wes tried to say

"NO I WON'T CHILL WHAT THE FUCK LILLY IS WRONG WITH YOU NOT TELLING ME AND ALL THAT TIME YOU TOLD ME YOU WERE FINE! WHY DID YOU LIE TO ME! IF THERE IS SOMETHING WRONG YOU TELL ME, DON'T GO OFF BEING SOME KINDA OF DUMB BITCH!" Keaton yelled.

I could believe my ears, I don't think anyone could..

"Now keats but-" laraine tried to say

"I KNOW YOU ALL KNEW ABOUT THIS AND DIDNT EVEN TELL ME! IM SO DONE WITH TRUSTING ANYONE ANYMORE! ESPECIALLY YOU LILLY!! ....... You just tore me up." Keaton said and he ran to the tour bus slamming the front door.

I came up from Tyler's shoulders and everyone was staring at me. I was so faint, I ran the back yard ( which was like a woods golf course) and sat under a tree and cried. I was so embarrassed, I had really fucked up, and I am a dumb bitch. a worthless dumb shit that Keaton probably wants to break up with. The thought of that just made me cry more.
I had sat there for a while and was just done, but then someone sat beside me and wrapped their arms around me.
It was Wes.

"I'm so so sorry the way he acted, I was expected but not like that... Lilly I hope you know you're his everything and that's why he acted like that, and he really didnt mean those things.." Wes said.

"Wes he might not have meant it, but it is true, and it hurts." I said tears streaming down my face.

Wes clean my tears
"Lilly you are worth a million moons and a million stars, none of those things where true and like I said, you are Keaton's world, he said out of care."

I have Wes a big hug
"I love you so much bro." I said

"I love you to lil sis."

"How is keats?" I asked Wes

"They are all in the tour bus talking to him, I don't want you to go around there until he's calm. he doesn't need to hurt you anymore. So I will come a get you or Keats will come to talk to you in a bit okay."
"Okay" I said softly.

Later on, 15 mins went by as I sat there waiting for the situation to be fixed. Even thought it was my situation everyone took control so I just backed out.
I heard footsteps, but didnt bother to look back. I noticed Keats shoes as he sat beside me under the tree. There was just a silence and I could feel him just staring at me as if I was some unique statue. I just stared and stared on until I had to break the silence and try to explain it with out crying...

"Keats, I'm sorry," I said looking down. "I didn't mean to hurt you, that's what I was trying to avoid." tears came down from all the flashbacks flooding in, man was I a ugly mess. "it's just keats you have been the only one that I have ever been so happy with, you are my everything and when I'm with you there is nothing but us and if I could give you all the happiness that you give me, I would. that's what I was trying to do....when you're hurt I'm hurt. And I .... I just love you." I said tears streaming with my head looking down.
I felt him scoot closer to me. he grabbed my hand and held it.

"Lilly you are the most valuable thing I have to loose. when something's up I want to know, so I can help fix it. You make me so happy and I can't even imagine life without you. Everything I said to you earlier in the house was absolutely not true, I was just scared because you look so sick that I thought.... if I lost you, all of me would be gone, and I need me... I need you..... because I love you so so much." Keaton said softly.

I lifted my head up and he cleaned my tears. I then rested my head on his shoulder and let me just lay there. Within five minutes Keaton spoke.

"I never did get a hug" he said.

I stood up and cuddle up in his arms.
"I missed you so much.." I said

"I missed you more... I'm so glad you are finishing tour with us.... wait you can finish tour right?"

"Yes (I said with a giggle) my doctor cleared me."

"Even better" he said
I lifted up my head and I looked into his eyes as he looked into mine. We slowly grew closer and lips met, for the first time in a while and man did it feel nice.

"I love your beanie, you look so cute in it." Keaton said

"Not as cute as your face!" I said

"You are so cheesy.... I love it"
We walked hand and hand back to the house we has dinner and had golf cart races. Wesley and Jessi and Ally won, of course. I also explained to Keaton what I had and why I had the wire and just filled him in. I slept later that night in Keaton's arms under a soft warm blanket. Even though the greeting started off rough it ended quite nicely.

HOPE YOU LIKE THIS CHAPTER ONLY 3 MORE CHAPTERS TILL THE BOOK IS OVER AND TRUST ME MANY THINGS ARE GOING TO BE HAPPENING! I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH AND THANKS FOR ALL THE READS AND EVERYTHING! ILL UPDATE SOON💙
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