Long Gone

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It was early the next morning. Too early that I couldn't even comprehend what time it really was. I threw on so plain black bootcut yoga pants and a long sleeve burgundy oversized sweater from VS. I didn't have time to do anything fancy with my hair so I just threw it up into a messy bun. I didn't feel like putting on my contacts so I wore my glasses. I slipped on my ugg slippers and applied a little mascara to my eyes. I went back to my room where my dock sat on my nightstand and grabbed my phone which was charging on the dock. 4:30am the screen read. I was seriously way to early.

I walked to the kitchen and the guys were already down cooking breakfast. Tyler went home and was going to come at 5:30 to pick us all up.

"Morning Chicken!" Wesley said

"Since when I have I been a chicken?" I laughed.

"Since now." he laughed back.

Keaton came behind me and wrapped his arms around my waist kissing me in the cheek. Keaton still gave me butterflies, it was weird, but I liked it.

"Goodmorning, how did you sleep?" keaton asked softly.

"Ok, but it is like 4am so." I said laughing.

"Haha right! Gosh I'm going to miss you so much!" he said quietly again.

"I'm going to miss you too." I said quietly back.

"Can you guys be cute and all lovey some where else!?" Wesley laugh.

"Don't worry! you won't even have to see me for like a month." I said

" Haha I'm going to miss seeing Lilly's bedhead!" Wes said.

"Hey!!" I replied.

It was 4:50am and we all had just finished breakfast when Tyler knocked on the door.

"FIRESIDE STORY SESSIONS BRUHHHHHH!" Tyler said as wes opened the door.

"YEA YEA YEA YEA!" Wesley hooted.

"FIRESIDEEEEEEE!" Keaton and I joined in.

We all started chanting Fireside even louder until a neighbor shouted from the window to shut up.

We loaded the car with all of Keaton and Wesley's things and by 5:15am we were off to LAX.

Even though it was 5:30am LAX was still alittle busy. The closer we approached the entrance Keaton would snuggle up closer to me. I have to admit, I was trying not let Keaton and Wes leaving get to me. I was going to miss them so so much.

Of course time always flies, so soon enough we were two cars away from drop off, and I can't lie but I was actually a bit nervous. I looked at Keaton and forced my not to think of missing him. No cares, No worries, everything is good. I know.

Cancer

I was just not ready to tell him, not today.

We were now one car away, and I bit my lip, holding all emotions back. I mentally told myself.

"One Month"

"Then you will see him in Atlanta."

"Come on Lilly One Month isn't that bad."

"One Month, just try to stay alive for one month."

The car pulled up to drop off. Tyler turned off the car and we all got out. I opened the trunk and handed Keaton 2 of his 3 big suitcases, and I would carry his other big one and carry on. Wes and Tyler grabbed Wesley's suit cases and we walked inside. There was management. They were all so nice and Sam was actually funny. The assistant took all of the non carry on luggage of the guys and checked it in. while she was doing that.... they told us to say goodbye.

I was infront of Wesley at that moment and I looked at him. I could see in his eyes he was going to give me the biggest hug ever. I quickly went into his arms and He picked me up and spun me around.

"I'm going to miss you so much Lil Sis!" Wesley said.

"I'm going to miss you so much more! Big Bro!!!" I said back.

He put me down and look into my eyes and very quietly whispered.

"You stay strong and healthy for me.. okay?"

I gave a small hug and said. "okay... got it!"

After I quickly looked at Keaton and with in one second I ran and jumped into his arm, I felt sore when I did that so it hurt just a tad but at that moment I really didn't care. Keaton took in the hug and dug his head into my neck.

"There are absolutely no words to describe how much I am going to miss you.!" Keaton whispered.

"But you know I'm going to miss you so much more than that." I whispered back.

"I love you so much..." Keaton whispered.

"I love you more." I whispered.

"I love you most." Keaton whispered.

I tried not to tear at that and I then let go of the hug. I wasn't able to go very far though. because as I turned to awk away and star next to Tyler, Keaton pulled my arm back and kissed me, with a passion. I took in this moment and just felt like I wanted to last forever. One month seemed to long, but its life. Once we let our lips unlock, I hugged him tight again and then stood next to Tyler. Before Wes and Keaton were out of sight the turned and waved goodbye.

"Come on let's go home and drinks so hot chocolate by the fireplace." Tyler said wrapping his arm around me.

"haha ok.." I said looking down.

We hopped in the car and rode off. looking back, I just thought....

One Month I'll see them again.

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