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Eleven

Warning: Extremely triggering content. Proceed at your own risk.

14 May 2018

It was a casual Monday that Victoria and Jimin spent 'studying'. In reality, after the younger had scored an 89% on the last econ test, their studying sessions consisted of talking or simply being together in silence. No drinking, as the thought of their first study session was always in the back of their minds, threatening to send a blush to their faces if they got too close.

Jimin was running his fingers through Victoria's hair as she laid her head on his lap. Her eyes were closed, breathing beginning to slow. They had been talking about Yoongi only minutes before, but she began to trail off as the weight of her exhaustion became too much. Jimin only smiled fondly at her and continued to play with her brunette strands.

Yoongi would normally partake in their studying, but at the present moment, he was with Doctor Choi. His appointments were normally on Tuesdays, but he voluntarily went every day after his talk with Victoria a few days prior.

His eyes roamed over her full lips, and for a second he wondered what it would be like to kiss her and Yoongi at the same time. More sinful thoughts followed and he found himself running his fingers over her lips and then her neck where he could still picture the hickey he'd left months before.

These thoughts were due in part to Agust, who had described the scene of them having a threesome in his latest attempt to get Jimin hard and frustrated. It always worked, too. Every damn time.

The words swam in his head and he felt all the blood begin to rush to his lower half. But it was all silenced when his phone began to ring. The sound startled Victoria, who woke from her slumber to see Jimin staring down at her with lust blown eyes, his hands roaming her body.

She blinked a few times to make sure she wasn't dreaming, but Jimin looked away to answer his phone. He pressed it to his ear before saying, "Hello?"

"He's ready."

Jimin's eyes widened at the doctor's words. "He is?"

Doctor Choi confirmed and told him and Victoria to meet them at her office, as she wanted them to be present for Yoongi's critical session. They were the ones Yoongi trusted the most, and she knew he needed support. She was going to begin the integration of his personalities.

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"It's too green," Yoongi mumbled from the front seat of Doctor Choi's car.

She had taken the three of them into the countryside where the only sight for miles was rolling hills of grass and cherry blossom trees.

"Green grass, green trees—"

"Green kitchens," the doctor finished. Victoria and Jimin exchanged a confused look but said nothing.

Yoongi only nodded and stared down at his lap. "I won't look at the green. I'll just look at the blossoms."

"Dear, I know this is the most difficult hurdle of all, but we've got to get into that kitchen now and face what went on there."

"I'm too scared of that."

Doctor Choi pulled into a small park that a river winded through. "You're just scared of being scared. You survived it when it happened and you'll survive remembering it. Besides, Jimin and Victoria are here. You're safe."

Yoongi turned around in his seat to look at the two in the back before letting out a sigh of relief as if he had forgotten they were there before. It was so strange for Jimin to see Yoongi this way. So small and vulnerable. So quiet and soft-spoken.