Hard To Believe (A Spoby/Pretty Little Liars fanfic)

The Guilty Queen

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Chapter 19 - The Guilty Queen

Alison

           "And then they turned their bodies and walked away.Emily looked at me.Hanna bited her lower lip.I couldn't believe.

          But now, I am thinking about  how mean I was to them.Without exceptions.And how they felt.

          Hanna Marin, the princess of Rosewood High, three years ago, was Hefty Hanna.I introduced her to the bulimia.

          Emily Fields was the rejected.I hurted her so much.And she loved me.

          Aria Montgomery was pressioned a lot by me.The Byron-Meredith (or should I say Merebitch?) thing was the reason of all this.

            I regret hurting them.But now things will change a little."

            I close my diary and sigh.Beep.

Hey Ali, I thought that we should apologize to Spencer...We were really mean. -Em.

             I laugh slightly.Emily was always the most kind of all us.Beep.

Ali, what you think about we stop the thing with Spencer?I feel bad. -Hanna.

              Really, all them were good.I am the bad one.I am Ali, the queen bee.

The Marins, 3 hours later...

                 "Hey." Spencer's curls moves slightly as she walks in, Aria besides her. "We don't have too much time." she says coldly.

                 "Hanna, can you call Em?" I say.Hanna goes to the kitchen.Seconds later, her and Emily sits beside me.

.                "Can...we..." I say and sigh.This won't be that easy. "Can we forget that fight?"

                 "Ali, you promised.I wasn't ready to tell 'em, I was afraid of what they would thought." Spencer sighs. "You tried to humiliate me.You two, followed her like two puppies.You guys really think that this is that easy?"Oh,I'm sorry" and it's over?" she raises an eyebrow.

                 "But Toby was a creep, a loser, Spencer." Hanna says.

                 "Hanna is right." Emily whispers.Since when she's a mean girl?

                 "Oh, okay.Lets just remember that we turned him into a creep loser.It was our  fault.Toby was never the bad guy." Spencer accuses. "I am really sorry for what I said, but really?That's what you call friendship, Alison?"

                 "I feel bad for you two." I say.

                 "What are you feeling Ali?After all this?" Aria raises an eyebrow, saying something for the first time. "You basically ruined Spencer's friendship with them.You turned the kind Emily, in a mean girl.You turned the sweet Hanna, the one who always blowed off steam to me, in a mean girl too.I miss the times when friendship means love, protection, happiness.Not when all that matters to you three is popularity and status."

                  "Aria is right.What you feel?" Spencer says.I've never saw they like that.They are confronting me.

                  "I'm sorry, Spencer.I'm really sorry for what I have done to you, really.If Toby makes you happy, we can deal with it.I miss you." Emily sighs and get up.

                  "I'm with Emily.We shouldn't had done that to you.Sorry." Hanna get up too.They all smile to each other.

                 "Ali?" Emily raises an eyebrow.

                 "I'm sorry." I whisper, reluctantly.We all get in a group hug.

                 "Back to the old times." Aria smiles.Spencer blinks to her.Hanna is radiant.Emily is looking at me, smiling.I smile back.We're back.