Hard To Believe (A Spoby/Pretty Little Liars fanfic)

Hot Water

Hey guys! I am SO sorry for the lack of updates but it's just that my Wattpad went crazy and I also lost a super important chapter. Anyways, lets get to the story. Leave me a comment below telling me what you thought of it! xo

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Chapter 29 - Hot Water

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" A woman is like a tea bag - you can't tell how strong she is until you put her in hot water."

- Eleanor Roosevelt

Toby

5 days after...

      I knock on the door.When I heard steps, I hide the roses behind me.The beautiful girl opens the door.She blinks a few times before saying something.

     "Can I help you?" Spencer raises an eyebrow.

     "Can I at least come in?" I ask and she lets me enter the house.

     "Answer my question." she sighs.

     "I-I'm sorry." I say. "I should had  believe you." I hand her the roses.She looks down to it and tries to hide her smile.

     "And what made you change your mind?" Spencer sits besides me on the couch, her arms crossed.

    "I talked to Alex." I sigh. "He said that you was rude with him.That you dumped him."

    "At least he didn't lie." she lifts up and down her shoulders.

    "Come on.Please." I say.

    "Why should I?" she says.

    "Because I'm so sorry, I was a jerk." I began to cry.

    "But you really thought I was cheating on you, Toby." she cries.I pull her into a hug, but she rejects it.

    "You don't have idea of how much I was hurt.I didn't sleep, because I was crying the whole night." she wipes the tears away. "The only thing I could think about was what you really thought of me.That I was the type of girl who plays with boys.That you never really trusted me."

     "I did.A lot.And I missed you so much." I say.

     "Don't you think I missed you too?" she stands up. "But this isn't that easy Toby!"

     "Please forgive me.I thought about you everyday and every night.I just wanted to feel your lips on mine again.I just wanted that video to never be sent.That fight to never happen.My heart to not be broken." I say.

     "Your heart to not be broken?!" she shouts.I hope nobody's home. "You literally just grabbed an hammer and BAM!Broke my heart into little pieces!And how many days it left until you came here?Oh yeah, 5 days!You knew it all this time and didn't had the courage to tell me, while I was here, bawling my eyes out!I even thought about suicide!I missed you, a lot!" Spencer yells.It let me speechless.

       "I missed our cuddles, our hugs, our kisses.Your jokes, they way you made me feel special...I missed it all.But I'm afraid.Afraid of get back and have that damned heart hit by a hammer again!I don't know if you're going to look at me the same way you used to!If you will really trust me!" tears are rolling down our cheeks.I am done with feeling so much pain.

        "I can't prove it to you, but I promise that I'll trust you with all my heart.You're my everything Spence, you're my oxigen.A day without you is like a year without rain.Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air.You're my sun, and without you my life is like a sunless garden - all the flowers start to die.The only thing I want is you to be happy.The only thing that I want.And the only thing that matters is you.I love you, and if you want, I will go and scream it to the entire world!I love you!" I say.

[A/N: I know that sounds cheesy >.<]

        "When you're ready, I will be waiting for you." I sigh. "Because by now, I think you're busy having your doubts about me.And the last thing I want is you to get hurt."

        "Before you leave, just know something.I said that I loved you more than my own life!I was bullied by my best friends just because I wanted to stay with you!I almost got in a car accident that night we told my parents because of you!I runned out because I love you!I got hit by a car because I was thinking of you!I called you more than 10 times because I was worried!I implored to my dad to allow me to stay with you!I became a different person because of you!My whole life changed since I started dating you!And you wanna know what?I did it all because I love you!I love you in a way that even a whole book couldn't explain!I did it because I want to be your wife one day, and have a little Toby walking around our house!I want you Toby, and only you!I did it all, and I would do it all again if it was needed.'Cause I love you!Tell me to scream it to the whole Rosewood, and I will!I love you in a way that words can't explain!I love you, I love you!Don't you get it?And I did it all...BUT I DON'T REGRET A THING!" Spencer explodes.She starts to cry harder and sobbing.

            Dude, Roosevelt was right.She's in hot water.And now I know how strong she is.She got through all this just because of me.

            I stand up and walk to her, looking to her face.She disgress her look.I grab her chin and force her to look into my eyes gingerly.She has a indecipherable look.

           "Listen to me." I say. "Don't you dare to do this again.I love you and it will never change, ok?"

          I stick my lips onto hers and it all makes sense.The way her mouth fits perfectly with mine.She kisses me back.I grab her by the waist and she put her arms around my back.We kiss until we need air.We get apart and I take a deep breath.

         "I love you, Toby." she smiles and rests her head in the crook of my neck.We kiss again and again a few times.

         And you know what happened next.