Hard To Believe (A Spoby/Pretty Little Liars fanfic)

Did You Miss Me?

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Chapter 24 - Did You Miss Me?

"No one is so brave that he is not disturbed by something unexpected."

- Julius Caesar

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Spencer

     "Spencer?" Jenna asked.

     "Jenna." Spencer said.

     "So...what do you want to t-talk about?" Jenna asked friendly, but Spencer knew that it was fake.

         "Leave us alone." Spencer said coldly.

        "What?"

        "Don't be so fake, Jenna." the other girl said and changed her weight to her right feet. "I know you tried to kiss Toby today.And I know about your little treat to Aria and Hanna."

         "Oh, so they told you." the blind girl said. "You should leave Toby alone.You know, he's mine."

        "Check your words." the other almost sighed.

       "You know that."

      "Look Jenna, I really don't want an enemie."  Spencer said. "But touch one hair of them, and I'll make you very sorry."

     "We will see." Jenna said, nervous.

    "If you want a war, you will have a war.But just an advice: we will win." Spencer got closer. "We're not afraid of you, Jenna."

    "But you should be." Jenna smirked and turned on her high heels, walking away.

     But you should be.

     Her words makes an echo in my mind.What she did she meant?She wouldn't hurt anyone, would she?No.She was nervous.She was afraid.I may be scared - just  a bit - , but I am not afraid of her.And if she wants a war, she will lose.That bitch.

      The speech stills repeating in my mind.But suddenly, laughs are listened too.Little screams of girls.More laughs, boys' laughs.Numbers are coming out from someone's mouth, someone old, but they don't make any sense.More laughs.Noel Kahn's and Mason Byers' laugh.

       My eyelids lift slowly.My vision is blurry.I close my eyes again and squeeze them.When I open my eyes again, I cough.Someone is in trouble.Big trouble.

       "Excuse me, Miss Hastings?" our math teatcher raises one of her eyebrows.

       "Sorry, I-" I start to speak, but an voice interrupts me.

       "Spencer, are you okay?" the person asks.I'm so, but so confuse and tired, that I can't even recognize the voice.  "I knew you were with pain in your eyes, but I didn't knew that it was too much pain."

       "Oh, why you didn't told me?" the teacher says sweetly. "Toby, can you lead her to the infirmary?I don't think it's a good idea leave her alone in this situation."

       I blink a few times at the mention of the name of my loved one.When I finally can see something, Toby is looking at me.I smile sheepishly - I am a perfect student.I've only slept in class once.Well, technically this one doesn't count, but...

         "I'm fine, Mrs.Olsen." I smile innocently to her. "It was just a quick blur.But I'm really fine."

        "If you say so." she lift up and down her shoulders and turns back to the board.I look to Toby and he blinks to me.I whisper a "thank you".He simply nods and gives me a smile.

        Oh that smile.That smile is my energy.That smile is one of the reasons why I won't give up.That smile is one of my favorite things in the world.Just thinking that I could lose it...

         But you should be.

    

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        My entire body is tired.I didn't sleep  because of who?No, it wasn't Jenna.It was Toby.A entire night thinking of what I would do if I ever lost him.

           "Uhh, Spence?" Aria says as we walk out to the patio. " Are you okay?"

           "Yeah.Just tired" I mumble.

           "Let's grab some coffe then." I smile and hug her.What would I do without Aria and the girls?

          When we are almost in the café, some idiot bumps on us, making me eat curly hair mixed with Frappuccino.Great.

            "Could you please look by where you walk?" Aria says angrily.She was opening her mouth to say something more, but suddenly stops.I raise an eyebrow at her.But when I look at the person with the brown curly hair, I become speechless too.

           When the person sees me, a smile appears on his face.I am shocked.Actually, a little disturbed.Don't I have enough problems?

              " Miss me?" the smile is replaced with a smirk.Aria stills speechless besides me.There's tension in the air.Ezra, who is here just to sign some papers - he is teatching at Hollis now - looks up to us, more focused on Aria obviously, who doesn't move.A heartbeat passes as I finally say something.

              "Oh yeah, Alex.You don't have idea of how much I missed you.I missed you everyday, every hour.God, I missed you so much." I smile to him.He smiles again, surprised.A new feeling fills the air.People are looking.Aria it's with her mouth open. "I missed you so much.Out of my way." 

               His smile disappears and I smirk.Before ignoring him and make my way to the café, I look in Alex's eyes.

              "Leave me alone." I say and walk away.