Hard To Believe (A Spoby/Pretty Little Liars fanfic)

Trust

Chapter 26 - Trust

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"An offended heart is the breeding ground of deception."

- John Bevere

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Spencer

    

   I look to my phone's screen.In  the last 1 hour, I've called Toby 21 times.All them were declined or he didn't answered.I sigh.God, what something bad happened to him?

   Wait.He declined 10 of them.That could mean that he's alive and well.And that I may know exactly were to find him.

    I grab my keys and make my way out of the door to my car.As I drive, I can't control myself from thinking in all the things that could be happening.

     Someone kidnapped Toby.They robbed him.Jenna.Someone that hates me.Alex.An unknown person.

     I shake my head trying to stop thinking bad.He is alive and well, I think.You'll find him.Jenna just pissed him off, that's it.He is okay.

     I park my car and get out.I run to the waterfall.Our place.I am slightly worried - until I see a guy with his head buried on his knees, crying and sobbing.Now I am a billion times more worried.I walk to him and get down on my knees.

     "Tobes?" I whisper.He looks up at me, with red and puffy eyes. "What happened?"

      He doesn't say anything.I simply hug him, but Toby gets out of the hug.I raise an eyebrow.

     "Am I the problem?" I ask.He doesn't move.

     "Toby, look at me.Tell me." his eyes are fixed on mine. "Am I the problem?"

     "That's obvious." he whispers and sniffs, weakly.I move a step back.

     "Then tell me what I did." I say with my sweetiest voice.

     "Don't you already know?" Toby says.

     "What are you talking about?"

     "You know exactly what I'm talking about." he says.He isn't being rude.He is just hurt.A lot.

     "No, I don't." I sigh. "Please tell me what the hell I did, so I can fix it."

     "This is what you did." he hands me his phone and a video starts to play.As I remember what happened yesterday on school, I laugh slightly.Alex's face was so funny.

     "This isn't funny!" Toby cries again.

     "Yep, it is..." I am about to say something more, but it stops me.The part when I say "out of my way" doesn't play.I try to play it again.But no.It was cut. "Oh my God."

     "Well, someone catch you in the right time, didn't it?" he says.I then realize what's going on.

     Someone has sent that video to Toby.This person cutted it.It was cut to make it seem like I was guilty.Like I was cheating on him - something that I would never do.

     "Toby, this isn't what it seems-" I say.

     "Stop!Spencer, stop lying!Just admit that!" he shakes his head. "You cheated on me with that disgusting chick!"

     I start to cry at his words.This can't be happening.

    "Look, I didn't cheated on you!" I say angrily. "After all that I said to you in that night, you really think that I would've done this?!God Toby!"

     "No.You don't need to say anything.You really believe this disgusting unknown bitch." I say when he opens his mouth to talk. "I can't believe you trust someone that you don't even know instead of your girlfriend...I thought that you were more than that."

      With that, I run to my car.I saw the hurt look that Toby had when I said it.But I'm heart - broken.