I Think That You May Be The One (Book 1)

I Know I Get So I Secure

*Gianna's pov

The guys bowed once they finished their set and I checked my phone, 10:30. I smiled, "hey I didn't catch your name" I said to the girl Adam pulled on stage. "Gianna!" She said shocked. I laughed, "yep" I said. "Oh uh, Autumn" she said smiling. "Well how would you like to meet the guys?" I asked. Her jaw dropped in excitement. We headed over to Carter, the best body guard ever, and smiled. "Woah sorry little miss, no can do Adam was very specific no fans today" he said looking at me. I rolled my eyes, "I'll handle him" I said. "I'm sure you will Ms. Williams but why don't you ask first" he suggested. I sighed, "don't go anywhere" I said and Ali and I headed back stage. We ran down the hall and into the room with the guys. They were laughing and talking and having a good time while they looked for dry, sweat-free clothes. Adam was stationed on the couch in the same spot he was in before they went on. I shook my head as Ali slipped passed me to James. I sat next to Adam and kissed him, "that was a great set baby" I smiled. He mumbled something and stared into space. I grabbed his chin and forced him to look at me, "Adam baby please talk to me" I begged. "I'm scared" he whispered into my neck as he pulled me close. I held him close and rubbed his back, "scared of what Addy?" I asked softly. "I'm scared I'm going to lose you" he said and I could hear the tears in his voice, but he stayed strong he wouldn't cry in front of the guys again, he wasn't one to cry like this. "You won't lose me Addy I promise, I'm here forever" I said cupping his face in my hands. "I know I trust that you're open and honest enough that you would talk to me if something got to you" he said taking a deep breath before opening his eyes to look at me. "I'm so in love with you" he whispered. "I'm so in love with you too" I smiled kissing him.

"Oh that girl, Autumn, that you brought on stage, she's waiting to come back and meet you" I mentioned biting my lip. He nodded and headed to the bathroom to toss some cold water on his face while I called to Carter. Autumn nearly ran into me as she tried to stop in front of the door. I laughed "come on in" I said and led her inside. "Boys, this is Autumn, Autumn the boys" I said and her smile grew. "I can't believe I'm here" she said. The guys laughed and greeted her formally. Adam walked out of the bathroom looking as miserable as before. Autumn stopped seeing him and waved a little keeping her distance from the moody front man. I rolled my eyes and walked her over, "Autumn, Adam" I smiled. He smiled a little, "sorry about the mood, it's been a long day" he said and offered her a seat on the couch. "It's okay, I understand." She said. She bit her lip, "I meant what I said earlier, there are so many fans that really support you" she mumbled. He stared at her, there was a strange look in his eyes, worry, confusion, shock? I couldn't tell. "There's probably more that don't than that do" he muttered. She looked hurt and pulled out her phone and looked at me, a question forming and I nodded before she could ask. I leaned over to take the phone, "smile mopey" I said and Autumn got closer. I snapped the picture and she started frantically tapping on her phone, I smiled I knew what she was doing. I pulled out my phone and peered over her should and got her name before typing it into Instagram. There she was. I followed her and liked the picture. "Poor Adam! Those fans suck! Who supports Gi and Addy?" she set as the caption. The comments exploded with so lucky's and I support's. She grinned as she watched the explosion of comments and handed him her phone, "there's more that support" she said. He took it and scrolled through the comments, his depressed frown morphed into a small smile.

He looked up at her. "Why did this matter so much?" he asked seriously. "Because you've helped me through the worst break up of my life. Your music made dealing with a douche bag easier. Seeing you happy, seeing my idol, idols, happy is the only thing that matters at all. I look up to you, all of you" she said staring at them all. "You've inspired me so much and to see that so many people have threatened you and Gianna and forced this mood is...." She trailed off shaking her head. "Whoa you've been threatened, we've been threatened before this?" I asked staring at him. "You didn't see the magazines?" Autumn asked. I shook my head, "I've been avoiding them since I got here, all of them are just bullshit, all lies. I knew people hated me but I didn't know they were threatening you and me" I said shocked. "Is that what your mood was, the am I happy thing?" I asked. His face turned red and he looked at Autumn, "so did you enjoy there show?" he asked. "This conversation is not over Mr. Levine" I said kissing his cheek. The guys had finished changing by then and were joining Adam and Autumn. Ali and I hung back giving them time to talk alone. Around 11 they all said goodnight and Autumn headed home. "So wanna get something to eat?" Adam asked. "No" I said still upset that he kept something like that from me. "Gigi, come on" he said softly, the fear from earlier returning to his voice. "How could you keep something like that from me? You knew I stopped reading that bullshit when we started dating, why would you keep this from me?"

Adam put his head down and grabbed my hand, "I didn't want to scare you. I thought the threats were going to push you over the edge. I was scared I was going to lose you, that you were going to leave me to end the shit or you were going to..." he squeezed his eyes shut tight to hold in the tears I saw threatening to escape. Tears flowed freely from my eyes, "the only way you'll lose me is if you keep hiding things from me" I managed. "I love you Adam, I love you with all my heart" I whispered holding him as tightly as he was holding me. "I love you too Gi" he said clinging to me. "Let's go home, I want to spend this New Years with you and you alone" I whispered. He smirked kissing me, "let's go" I said and wiped his eyes and he wiped mine. "See ya guys, we're out" he smirked and dragged me out. We ran out to the car and raced home. He grabbed a bottle of wine and I ran a warm bath and turned on the radio. "We have about 15 minutes until 2013" Adam said coming up behind me with a glass of wine for each of us and the bottle. I smiled, "hmmm then let's leave 2012 on a happier note than last year shall we?" I smiled and slipped off my sweater and tossed it and let the mint dress fall to the floor. He smirked and slipped out of his dress jeans and pulled off his t-shirt and pulled me close. He unhooked my bra with expert fingers and tossed it. I relaxed against his hands as they covered every part of me before pushing down my panties. I kicked out of them and pushed down his. He pulled me into the bubble bath with him and kissed me long and hard.

**

"Adam?" I called sticking my head into the house. No answer. I ran in and sprinted to the bedroom and was met with a naked Adam holding up a towel as he searched for clothes. Shit. "Why didn't you answer" I said trying to be mad while I stared at his gorgeous bare, still wet, body. "I didn't hear you, just out of the shower. Ooh, what's that?" he asked making his way toward me. "My dress and if you look I'll have to kill you" I said and hid it in the back. "Fair enough" he said kissing me. "Now I'm gonna get dressed and I suggest you change because we are going to get our wedding bands then my mom has demanded that I suck it up and tell my father that I'm getting married and I'm going to be a dad" he said rolling his eyes. I stared blankly. "Your dad doesn't know?" I asked shocked. "We haven't been on the best terms recently, since I told him I can fuck up my life if I want to" he said looking down. "What do you mean?" I asked curiously. "When I started dating Anne he told me it was a mistake. That I was going to fuck up my life because of her. She was no good and I acted different with her. I told him that 'if I want to fuck up my life let me, I love her and nothing will change that'" he sighed and put his head in his hands. "He was right, now I have to admit I was wrong and he was right, and he's going to throw it in my face" he said looking at me, "that's why I didn't want to tell him about you. I know he knows, he checks out those magazines and then harasses mom about it, but I really didn't want him judging you like he did Anne. I didn't want him putting you down behind your back because you're.... Not famous" he explained.

I smiled and kissed him lightly, "I think I'll manage" I said. "Now how should I dress?" I asked looked him over, "I'm thinking a towel would be a poor choice" I smirked. He chuckled, "a simple dress nothing too over the top, nothing red carpet worthy" he said kissing me. I kissed him back, "hmmm, why don't you pick for me?" I said lounging on the bed. He smirked and searched the closet for a dress he deemed suitable. He came out holding his dress clothes in one hand and purplish colored dress with sequins. I eyed it and got up taking it from him, "I've been looking for a reason to wear that" I smiled and quickly changed and applied some make up.

We headed to the jewelry store where he purchased my ring and the owner immediately headed over, "oh Mr. Levine! Was there something wrong with the ring? The size? Did she not like it? Oh is this the beautiful bride to be?" she said quickly and nervously. Adam chuckled, "no thank you she loved it, and yes this is Gianna" he smiled. I smiled back and the owner shook my hand. "We wanted to look at wedding bands, the thought seemed to slip my mind before" he said and she ushered us to a counter. We searched through band after band together. "Okay I'm going to find one for you and you find one for me" I said. The owner helped Adam he clearly couldn't decide between what looked like two. Another employee helped me out. I sighed, "do you have plain silver bands? I don't think he'd like any of these to be honest with you" I said. The woman smiled and searched the drawer for a plain band in his size. "Perfect" I smiled knowing that I could do something special with it. I eyed him still searching for the perfect band. "Can I get this engraved?" I asked. The women nodded and pulled out a form for me to fill out. I thought about everything that brought me to this point and filled out the form handing her the ring and form when I was finished. I looked over and he looked happy. He must've picked one.

"Ready?" He asked slipping his arm around me. I nodded, "yep your band will be ready in a couple of days" I smiled. "Yours too" he grinned. I kissed him on the way to the car. He stiffened during the ride to the restaurant. "It'll be okay baby, I promise. I'm strong" I insisted and took his free hand. "I know, I know, I... I'm just a little nervous is all. This is new for me." He said glancing at me. "I've never loved anyone like I love you. If my dad puts you down, I just" he shook his head. I leaned over and kissed him, "breathe" I said. He took a deep breath and pulled into a spot. "Let's get this over with" he said and got out running around to get me door. I stepped out and slipped my hand in his, "let's go" I smiled trying to feel as confident as I made him believe instead of a wreck. We walked in and the hostess smiled at him, "Mr. Levine, your family is already here" she said. "Is this the bride to be?" she asked and I blushed. "Thank you and yes"" he smirked and followed the hostess. "Hey mom" he said kissing her cheek. "Hello sweetie" she said hugging us both, "wow Gianna, you look amazing" she said. I smiled, "thanks mom" I said. "Dad," Adam said somewhat stiffly, but he seemed to be trying. "This is Gianna, my Fiancée" he said. "Gianna, my dad Fred." I smiled, "nice to meet you sir" I said extending my hand. "Nice to meet you too" he said and I could see him sizing me up. "Come come, have a seat" Patsy said I walked to her side and sat while Adam sat across from me.

"So fiancée, when did that happen?" Fred asked. "Christmas" I spoke up. He eyed me. "And how long have you known each other?" he asked. "About a year" Adam said visibly bracing himself for his Father's harshness. "I see and when did you start dating?" "April" Adam said reach across the table to me. "I see you've been dating for let's see 8 months, and now you're getting married?" We stayed quiet. "She's pregnant isn't she" he said more as a statement instead of a question, staring. Adam tensed then relaxed, "not to make you feel better about your clear hatred of her, but yes she is" he explained and half smiled at me. "What kind of mess did you get yourself into?" "Fred, don't you dare start this now, especially not in public, or I swear to God!" Patsy said and I could almost see the steam coming out her ears. "How can you support this?" Fred said raising his voice. "Listen!" I said angrily standing up. "I don't care what you think of me. I've dealt with my fair share of bullies, one more won't make much of a difference, but don't you dare yell at her. When Adam proposed he had no idea I was pregnant, he proposed because he loves me, not because I'm a model, or famous like him, or the female version of you! He loves me and although sometimes I doubt that because of my own insecurities, I know he does. And I love your son more than anything, he helped me through a really hard time and he made me fall in love again, when I never thought I would. So excuse me if I don't care what you think about us or even if you show up for the ceremony!" I said and stormed out of the restaurant. "Gi! Gi wait!" Adam called. I stopped and turned around, tears rolling down my cheeks. "That was the sexiest thing I've seen since you dragged me to the bathroom for Christmas Eve dinner sex" he smirked. I choked out a chuckle and fell into him. "It's okay baby, I've got you and I'll never let you go" he said kissing the top of my head.