I Think That You May Be The One (Book 1)

I Feel So Out Of Control So Petrified

*Adam's pov

"Gianna pull over" I said touching her leg lightly. She looked at me and hit the break moving into the break down lane. I put it in park and pulled the keys out. "Gi?" I whispered caressing her cheek. "Take me someplace where we can be alone" she pleaded. "Of course baby, anything for you" I said. We got out and walked around to the front of the car, she ran into my arms and hugged me tight. I held her, never wanting to let go. I ran my hands up and down her back and she winced. I stopped and bit my lip, when she's ready she'll tell me. We pulled apart and I got into the driver's seat and she got in the passenger's seat. I took her to the one place where we wouldn't be bothered. She was quiet, the only sounds were her sobs and the soft faint music from the radio. An hour later, every possible situation ran through my head, I had no idea what was going on and it was eating me alive. I pulled into a spot and turned off the car. Gianna stayed quiet looking out the window, at what I don't know. I got out and walked around opening her door. It didn't even look like she saw me, but she took my hand and got out. We walked over and kicked out of our shoes and sat in the sand. The same place I did months ago when Anne broke up with me. Gianna leaned against me her arms around me. "I love you" I whispered reassuring her nothing she said would change that. "I love you too Adam" she said wiping her eyes. My phone rang then, I planned on ignoring it. "Who is it?" She asked. I pulled it out and looked, "Shawn" I told her. "Answer" "why?" I asked. "Just answer, put it on speaker" she said.

I did as she asked, "hey Shawn," I said. "First of all you get this new girlfriend and announce it on a mall outing then she beats the shit out of Anne! What the hell Adam do you realize how bad this looks for you!?" He shouted. I looked at Gianna. "Shawn..." "It was self-defense Shawn she started it, I ended it" she said angrily, no sign of sadness in her voice now. "That's not what she's saying and several witnesses!" He yelled. "Shut up we'll deal with it," I said and hung up. "Gianna?" She got up pushing away from me. "I went in to get my phone, the dressing room attendant was cleaning them out and found me. I eyed the flyaway baby doll again and Anne, being the sweet innocent little bitch she claims to be, said and I quote "don't even think about it little girl, you need a thin, sexy body for that" I got pissed and said "you may scare other little girls but not me, I've been dealing with bullies like you for years" " she explained. She took a deep breath. "Then she said "that I believe" I nearly charged her but I regained my composure and got a little mean and said "Yea well at least I don't need the bombshell to look like I have something". I turned my back on her walked away and she grabbed my hair and threw me into a display. I stumbled getting up and punched her in the face and kicked her legs out from under her. When she was on her back I told her that good bitches know when to stay down. I took my stuff and tossed $300 on the counter and walked out." She said in tears again.

I slipped my arms around her, "wish I could've seen that" I said and kissed her neck. "Adam, I'm ruining everything, you're gonna get so much hate for this!" She said turning to face me. "I'll figure something out," I said and held her kissing her deeply. "The guys can help" I said. "We'll head back to the house, and figure it out" I said and headed back to the recording house. I called the guys and Gianna called her only friend over here. Between the 8 of us we can figure this out. "I'm gonna take a shower before they get here" she said and found the bathroom. I sat on the couch, I don't even want to think about what the media is saying. I sighed and laid down closing my eyes thinking.