I Hate You I Love You// James Potter X Reader

Six

A lot of things changed after that night...

They find out that Remus was a werewolf, Y/n and James are acttualy not being rivals in everything...

Anyways,the classes has ended,and let's just say that Y/n had some big ,plans, for tonight...

A h/c haired girk ran to her friend...
"Hey James! I need to ask you something!"
She smiled.
"Oh y/n are you asking me out?~"
He asked,
As for Y/n, she almost cryed of laughter.
"No."
She said finally.
"Can I borrow your invisibility cloak tonight?"
She asked.
"Well,sience I have to plans tonight,and I know that If I'd say no you'd take it anyways...yes,you can"
He said.
"Thanks a lot!"
Y/n said in exitment,hugging him.
He hugged her back unsurely,
"No problem"
He said.
"Wow,is that really James Potter,and Y/n Black, hugging?!"
Sirius asked, cleaning his eyes in disbelief. Remus laughed, but was also suprised.
She never hugged him before,but his hugs felt warm...

[...]

A h/c haired girl under the cloak walked throw the hallways, it was late at night, or better say it eaely at morning.
It must be smowhere here...
She tought,
She's been reading about the mirror of erised... the mirror wich shows your deepest desire.

She opend the doors,and saw the mirror,not so far from her.

She pulled away the cloak, walking to it...

Her first tought was...does she want to see it after all...?
It's too late to stop now...

She closed her eyes, sighed and walked even closer to it.

She opend her eyes,

(Listen to the mirror of earised soundtrack 1:37 while reading this scene )

She saw herself, with Potter next to her, holding hands. The other marauders were aroubd them,smiling,they were all happy,it was perfect.
She looked next to herself,but there was nothing...
She looked back to the mirror...they were still there...smileing at her...
She felt like she could watch it forever, it seemd so...flawless....so unreal...so nice...

Am I really falling in love...with James Potter...?

She questioned herself...

Was that a right thing to feel...?
Was it wrong that she had this kind of feelings for him..?

It doesn't matter... he doesn't have to know...he doesn't ever have to know..it must stay a secret...

She looked at him for the last time...he looked so happy...

She made a few footsteps away from the mirror, took the cloak on and left the room.

   **********Next day**********

Y/n was now invited to sleepover at dorm with marauders...
She was invited by Remus after her question-
"How do you live with them"