I Hate You I Love You// James Potter X Reader

Twenty

"I.....I lo-
"H-hey guys"
Peter sutterd.
"Hey Peter! What were you saying N/n?"
"Oh........
Its nothing"
"James,Lily is calling for you"
Peter said,
From all the time in this universe she decides to call for me now?!
"Why?"
"I-I dunno! It seems important!"
Peter said.
"Fine..."
"She says hurry up"
"I GOT IT"
He said and walked away with Peter.
Not even a bye. Hmpf.
You don't care you never did,you don't give a damn about me...
She pulled a pillow on her face.

Why cant I move on....
Why do I trust him when he says he wasnt with her...
Why did I almost say that I love him....

How did I even fall in love with him at all?
How can you even say you love me?

[...]

Y/n walked i to the common room,Some students were gossping about who-knows-what, while Sirius and Remus were sitting together in armchair.
"Hey Siri"
"Hey N/n,what is it?"
"Are James and Lily back together?"
Remus sniggerd.
"I dunno,they are in third corridor right now"
Sirius said, Y/n nodded and ran away to find them she git there and peeked trying to overhear them,but when she was there they were alredy done.
Lily was giggling and walking away,and James was(wich Y/n sadly didn't notice...) having "tf" expression on his face.
Y/n felt slight pain in her wrist.
She saw him walkng in her direction
Well shit
She countinued to walk throught the dungeons like she planned on going there on the beginning.
"Y/n?"
He said looking back.
"Not now"
I said and walked away fastly.
"Evans."
She said.
"Black."
"Are you and Pottah back together?"
"Yeah why?"
"Im gonna tease him for the rest of his life"
She lied and faked a chuckle,she chuckled as well.
But insade,Y/n was dieing insade.
"Bye!"
She said to Evans and ran away.
"No running in halls,Black"
Proffesore Binns said.
"I know Mista."
She answerd and kept running.
She made it to the dorm again.
She rested and leaned on the wall and pounted.
"Y/n! Where have you been"
James asked.
Y/n looked up at him,her eyes sparkled as she got closer to him.
She placed on his check,she could feel his heart beating, she looked him in the eyes...
"How is it u'll never notice..."
Pause....his breathed got a little heavy while his eyes were locked with hers.
"That you are slowly killing me"
She finished,than removed her hand from his cheek and slaped him with full force.

A/n: Sorry for short and late update! The book is about to finish soon :(