I've always loved to believe that I'm an punctual person, but truth is, I'm always late for everything. I was feeling extremely nervous the whole of yesterday night, and I couldn't really fall asleep. Harry texted me saying he'd pick me up at 8.00am, despite school starting only at 8.30am. He said he always liked going school early, but didn't elaborate on why. Due to my inability to sleep, I was up and ready by 7.30am. I figured it was the nerves. Today was the day Alex would see me around school with harry. He would see me with someone else. I hated myself for wondering how he'd feel. Would he not care? Would he become jealous? Would he have any reaction at all? My thoughts were paused when I saw a familiar black range rover pull out at my driveway. Harry got off his car and made his way to sit beside me, as I was sitting on the pathway infront my house. He was dressed in a blue checkered shirt, with black jeans, and he looked really good.
"Penny for your thoughts?" He asked after a moments worth of silence.
"I'm just nervous I guess. I'm afraid Alex won't really care that you and I are "together", and if he doesn't, I don't think I'd be ok with that." I replied softly. A cool sweep of morning breeze passed by and I was glad that I lived in a town where the weather was never too hot or sunny. It was always just the right weather. Harry didn't respond to what I said, and he remained silent for awhile, until he checked the time on his phone, indicating that it was almost 8.
"We should go now. We should probably stand near your locker so that Alex can see us." He said.
The rest of the car ride was silent, but it wasn't awkward, just quiet. I could feel my legs shaking, something I did when I was nervous. I realized that when I get nervous, I shake my right leg, it was a way to calm my nerves. I was focused on the trees passing by outside the car, hoping it would act as a distraction, when I felt Harry's hand on my thigh.
"Calm down. It'll be fine. There's nothing to be nervous about. We can still call this off if yo-"
I cut harry off, telling him that I was fine and that we should go through with the plan. We reached school, and harry parked in on the lot right infront of the school, I guess coming to school early did have it's perks. Harry and I got down and harry said he wanted to smoke first, and so I waited for him. He leaned against his car, and I couldn't help but to think how model like he seemed. With the first few buttons of his shirt unbuttoned, his shades on, and a cigarette in his mouth, he seemed like the perfect badboy, and then there was me. I was wearing a simple violet colored jeans and a white knitted top. Standing next to him, made me realize how different he and I were. Harry was almost done with his cig, when a red BMW 5 came to my focus.
Alex was here.
I wasn't sure if it was seeing Alex that gave me the sudden confidence, or the fact that I could see Summer sitting in the passenger seats grinning at me, but I inched closer to harry and linked my arms with his and rested my head on his shoulder. He tensed for a second, but his hands quickly reacted by curling against my hips. He must have seen them too, I thought. Harry was done smoking now, so he nudged my head off his shoulder and nodded his head towards school, and we walked towards the school with our hands intertwined.
We reached my locker so that I could get my books, and I was halfway through asking harry if he wanted to stop by his locker to get his stuff, when he suddenly smacked his lips against mine. It wasn't a full-on make out, but it was intense. There was just something about the way harry did things, he made made everything look intense. My hands were around his neck and I could feel his hands resting on both sides of my hips. We were suddenly interrupted--very rudely too, I must say-- by someone coughing, and adding a unsubtle slut in the middle of their cough. I pulled away from harry, to see Summer and Alex standing at his locker. Alex's locker was right next to mine, fortunately. I looked up at harry and saw him glaring at Summer, all while his hands remained on my hips.
"Can I help you?" Harry asked."You're blocking my locker." Alex snapped. The whole atmosphere was so tense and awkward.
I nudged harry, indicating to him that we should leave.
"Uh, harry and I better leave." I blurted out, only to get a nasty stare from Alex and Summer. Harry replied to me with a 'okay baby' and a quick peck on my lips which made Summer and Alex divert their nasty stares to him. I could see how being like this with harry made Alex mad, and I loved it. I loved knowing that he was jealous; that he didn't like harry touching, and kissing me.
Plan Alex seems to be a success so far.
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Lessons went by as usual, without much contact with harry. We weren't exactly buddies buddies now, and Alex wasn't in our first two classes, so there wasn't any reason for us to act like as if we were a couple. I realized that I still hadn't started on our project; the poem, but it's not like I knew what to write anyway. I updated Lydia on what happened during lunch, and she didn't really have much to say about everything I said, which was surprising, because she was Lydia. Lydia had something to say every damn time. You know the person that talks even at the most awkward times? Yeap, that was Lydia. Something has been really off about her for awhile now and she's been acting differently recently, and I didn't know why. I could ask her, but I didn't want her to feel obligated to tell me things just because I asked. Other then a extremely quiet Lydia, the others seemed fine. Jeremy and Brandon were boasting about their most recent shags, and Avery just a constant disgusted face while she listened to the boy's stories.
---I wasn't really looking forward to History, the only lesson where Harry, Alex, Summer and I were in together . I can't even begin to imagine the tension that will be in the class. Do I sit with harry? Do I sit with my friends? These questions were buzzing around in my mind when I suddenly felt someone linking their arm with mine, and I looked up to find a pair of dark forest green eyes looking me.
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Sex With The Heartbreaker [Harry Styles]
Fanfic"Please tell me I didn't just break the heart of a guy who truly loved me only for you to say you're still in love with someone else?" By now tears were streaming down my eyes, and my smudged make-up didn't matter anymore. Nothing else except him ma...