23. Things I/You said

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1. Things I said at 1 am:
"I wish I was a better human"
"There are things I wish I had never done."
"The worst part about it is that I blame myself when I am not to blame."
"They teach you that you are going to hell for this and that... the things that they do."

2. Things I said through my teeth:
"You do not control me!"
"Stop!"
"No, you listen to me, you are the one interrupting!"
"What happened to 'I'm sorry'?"

3. Things I said too quietly
"At least I earned my spot."
"I did my best."
"I'm sorry."
"No."

4. Things I said over the phone
"I miss you."
"I can't."
"Come back"
"I love you."

5. Things you didn't say at all
"I don't like this."
"I wish you had just told me."
"You make me feel like shit."
"Stop hurting her."

6. Things I said under the stars in the grass
"The world is beautiful."
"I wish he could be here."
"Why am I even here?"
"Why are people so messed up?"

7. Things I said while in the car
"Wow, what a great dad."
"Leave me alone."
"Take me anywhere but here."
"I love the storm."

8. Things I said while I was crying
"Please don't go"
"What did I do?"
"It hurts."
"I'm fine, go away."

9. Things I said when you were crying
"I'm sorry."
"Hey, you're okay."
"You're thinking about her, aren't you?"
"You need to let yourself be sad."

10. Things I said that made me feel like shit
"But you did."
"I'm not sorry."
"Why am I like this?"
"I let myself get treated this way. It's my fault."

11. Things you said when you were drunk
"You are worthless."
"You piece of shit."
"I am the only one in charge."
"Let's go for a drive."

12. Things I said when you were drunk
"I just wish he would stop."
"He used my money for that..."
"It's my birthday. Remember?"
"He's so mean."

13. Things you said when you thought I was asleep.
"I love you."
"She is so cute."
"You're okay."
"I hope she feels better when she wakes up."

14. Things said at the kitchen table
"It's raw!"

I can't remember it's been so long.

15. Things you said after you kissed me
"I love you."
"You are an ass."
"I have to go."
"Does this count?"

16. Things I said with too many miles between us
"Help me."
"I don't want to be here."
"He can probably hear me."
"It hurts, I want to go home."

17. Things I said with no space between us.
"I trust you."
"You're not him. I thought you were him."
"Wait, don't move."
"I don't want to leave."

18. Things I said that I wish I hadn't
"I hate you."
"Why don't you grow a pair?"
"Fine."
"Can you stop saying that?"

19. Things I said when I was scared
"Stop! Please stop!"
"I'm shaking."
"Sorry, don't hurt me."
"No. Don't touch me!"

20. Things I said when I was the happiest I've ever been
"Yes!"
"Really? It means that much to you?"
"I can't breathe!"
"I love this smell."

21. Things I said that you weren't meant to hear
"She is such a brat."
"I don't know what they expect from me."
"They use us and I'm done with it."
"I will never forgive him."

22. Things I said when I was on top of the world
"I'm going to miss this."
"How does that feel?"
"I did it."
"I proved that bitch wrong!"

23. Things I said after it was over.
"Maybe she can be happy now."
"Fire burns but it doesn't always kill you."
...
"Now I'm worried about her."
"You need to take a shower."

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