Two ideas, Two idiots

Chapter 19. You're the fault.

Teams pov

They had managed to pinpoint where lance was at the moment. Finally, they could go rescue him from his horrible horrible mistake. Pidge was sitting anxiously in a corner at everyone's slow pace. She tapped her finger against her computer and looked at the people around her. They found where Lance was, so why aren't they leaving right away? She waited a little longer to see if anyone was going to speak, give more details on the situation, anything! No conversation on the matter. Hell, no one was even speaking in general. She already lost her brother to the galra.. she wasn't going to let Lance go too. "What are we waiting for? Let's go!" Her words came off a little louder than intended, but she didn't really care.

"We just need to wait a little longer, pidge," Allura retorted, sounding as annoyed by the situation as Pidge was.

"What do you mean 'A little longer'? We have his coordinates! All we need to do to is finalize the plan and barge in there!" Pidge knew she sounded pissed at Allura, but in reality, she was so sleep deprived everything was just a constant irritating feeling to her. Pidge felt she should apologize though, it wasn't Allura's fault.

"S-sorry, Allura... it's just-"

"I know how you feel, Pidge." Keith blurted out for the first time in what felt like forever. I mean, it's not like they wanted to hear his opinion after all.

Everyone looked over to him, shocked that he spoke.

"What?" Keith asked, looking around the room. "You can't tell me Pidge and I are the only ones feeling this way?" Keith added with a slight tune of attitude.

"Of course you guys arent-"

"Oh really?" Keith cut short Allura. "Cause it sure looks like it to me. Pidge has been trying desperately to pin-point Lance, Hunk has been worried sick and preparing delicious meals and comfy blankets for when we find him, Coran and Shiro have been creating a plan of attack and, what have you been doing? It's so insignificant I can't even remember." It seems that Keith had been holding back so long that the dam just burst.

"Woah Keith, I don't think-"

"And what have you been doing, Keith?" Allura interrupted Hunk.

"Huh?" Keith added, staring knives into her.

"You've been telling me what everyone else has been doing, but what about you, Keith? Because it seems to me you've been doing jack-quiznak." Everyone looks at Allura with shock. They had no idea this side of Allura existed. The stress of the position must be getting to her.

"All you do is distance yourself from the team, mope 'poor me' and hide in your room. You're the one who attacked Lance and made him think of that ridiculous escape plan in the first place. If anything, this is all your fault! Yet, you act the way you do, like you don't even care. If anything you should be trying to make amends, beg for forgiveness yet, you don't. You're just like the rest of the galra, cold-blooded."

At that point, Keith didn't realize he had golden tears rushing down his face, didn't realize he was yelling bloody murder at her, didn't realize he was being held back by Hunk and Shiro, didn't realize he was scaring everybody.

He did not realize this was the man he had become.

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Lance's pov

I feel shivers down my spine, thinking of Keith.

I wonder if he's okay...

...

Guess. Who's. Back. ALRIGHT!

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Omg Im back again!