Thoughts

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I miss my irl friends...I don't talk to two that much, one of em is busy, and then the other one is just kinda busy. I prefer to talk to them in person anyway. It's less awkward if I do that. We talk about anything and it's great! We rant, we talk serious stuff, we talk about what we do, we make jokes! It's so much fun! I love them so much! It's always fun to talk to them and it makes me happy a lot. Especially how I can talk about anything at all! Sometimes it's the most random shit and I never feel like I'm annoying them. Unlike with my family...if I try to talk about anything at all with them, they don't really pay attention, give me this look like "are you done talking yet?" and they don't say much at all...so I don't like talking to them cause it makes me feel like I'm just bothering them...but my friends actual provide some thoughts and share what they're thinking and I can talk about anything at all and they will actually reply and it's great! People who actually listen to me and want to talk to me. And I listen to them and we share what we do. It's really nice. I like them. They're so awesome.