God, I keep thinking about talking to him. I mean. He'd always try to help me. Tho that did end up with him trying to help me by insulting me and pointing out all my flaws. And he'd blame stuff on me a lot. But he gave me attention and he would listen to me. As long as he got what he wanted, then things were good. Tho he did leave from a conversation to go play video games. And he ignored me all day even when I tried to talk to him about something serious cause he and a new girlfriend. I needed advice and he ignored me. What a friend, am I right? And we always seemed to be fighting. And I felt like shit a lot. Do I really want to be his friend again...? He treated me like shit. And I finally stopped caring. I tried to help, I tried to work things out, but he'd always end up insulting me or yelling at me cause he wouldn't get his way. Why the fuck do I want to go back to him?! That's the dumbest shit ever! I say I never cared and I was only using him, but damn that's just me trying to make up for the fact that caring was a mistake...
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Thoughts
RandomStuff is over. It's time for thoughts. Also, since this account isn't used for actual fanfictions or stories of any kind anymore, pretty much these kinds of stories will be the only ones posted. Otherwise my account would be pointless and I'd have n...
