Cause you know what would really hurt...if after all this time...if after them saying they would always love me no matter what...they would hate me...because I love a girl...
I'm dying to know if they'd accept me or reject me...and I almost want to come out now...I almost did when they found out I was talking to my girlfriend and they asked me if I was gay, but...I couldn't do it...I had to lie...I could get kicked out for this...so many bad things could happen...I have to keep lying...just a couple more years...I fucking hate this...do you know how many fucking times I've wanted to go to them for advice or to tell em something great about me and my girlfriend?! I have to remember that there's a possibility that I could be kicked out for it...I am disgusting after all...I can't stop crying...
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Thoughts
RandomStuff is over. It's time for thoughts. Also, since this account isn't used for actual fanfictions or stories of any kind anymore, pretty much these kinds of stories will be the only ones posted. Otherwise my account would be pointless and I'd have n...
