I promised him I would never leave. But that was back when I barely knew him and back when I cared. He was way too controlling and selfish. If I didn't give him what he wanted then he'd get very angry. Even when I calmly asked him not to do something cause it made me uncomfortable, he kept doing it so I eventually had to yell at him. That's why I don't promise not to leave anymore when I barely know the person. Cause I had to leave and it took me 9 months to do it. He'd either guilt trip me or go as far to threaten to kill himself. I still cared about everyone back then. I used to care about everyone and I was so naive and kind. I couldn't say anything mean about others without feeling like a monster. I didn't talk behind others' backs. I didn't make mean jokes. I used to care way too much about literally everyone. Stupid of me, right? I don't care that much anymore. I still do, but not like I used to. I'm tired. I'm gonna go to bed. I'ma regret the shit I said tonight in the morning. Yeah, night.
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Thoughts
RandomStuff is over. It's time for thoughts. Also, since this account isn't used for actual fanfictions or stories of any kind anymore, pretty much these kinds of stories will be the only ones posted. Otherwise my account would be pointless and I'd have n...
