What is there to live for? My best friend died, a girl just like my best friend died, my girlfriend seems to hate me, I don't think he's my friend anymore, then the other guy definitely isn't my friend anymore. Everything is falling apart...and I'd much rather be dead...but...I don't think I can do it...as much as I want to, I don't think I have the guts to do it...I wish none of this had ever happened! I should have never fallen in love in the first place!! I knew it was stupid! Getting attached to people is stupid when they're all just going to leave you in some way!!! I hate people!! I hate everything! I hate life...I'm sorry...I wish I could be normal. I wish I could just live like everyone else. I wish I didn't have to overthink things. I wish I didn't have to be smart. I wish I didn't have to be miserable. I wish I didn't have any of this. I wish I could have normal worries. I wish I could have a normal life. I wish I could have a family that didn't feel so lonely. I hate everything. Life wasn't supposed to be like this. I'm sorry...it hurts so much...
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Thoughts
RandomStuff is over. It's time for thoughts. Also, since this account isn't used for actual fanfictions or stories of any kind anymore, pretty much these kinds of stories will be the only ones posted. Otherwise my account would be pointless and I'd have n...
