Celebrity Soulmates | Mayward

i'm ALWAYS here

May's POV

"Hindi ko kinakaya ang sabay sabay at sunod sunod na nangyayare. Nahihirapan ako. Alam kong pinili kong maging artista at dapat alam ko tong pinasok ko pero hirap na hirap ako."

"Let it out, talk to me. I will do my best to help"

Natatakot ako magkwento sakanya hindi ko din alam kung bakit pero pinilit ko dahil alam kong sa lahat ng tao ngayon siya ang pinakaimportante at alam kong maiintindihan niya.

"Kasi edward, dalawang bagay. Isa pangpamilya isa sa career"

"Okay, lets start with the career" humarap siya sakin at hinawakan ang aking kamay habang nktingin sakin.

"Nasasaktan kasi ako na ako sinisisi sa pagkawala ni Heaven at yung mga sinasabi na di kita deserve kasi pangit ako ganun. Masakit kaya."

"May, you do know that you're beautiful right and they don't know anything about us. They may know what the press releases but they dont know what I feel. I should be the one that scared because look at you. Magiging model kaba kung di ka maganda. You wont have movies, interviews, teleseryes and guestings lined up if you are not good at what you do. Ako dapat ang binabash nila na hindi ikaw. at mas matindi n your persobality is so beautiful everyone in the industry loves you. You are in a good place. Plus, we run through this over and over again. Heaven's death was not your fault. may pinagdadaanan at may sakit siya. okay? People will try to bring you down so focus on what's relevant and what's important and block out the others. I know there will be days that it will be hard but that's why i'm here."

gumaang ang puso ko sa sinabi ni edward. Alam niya talaga ang mga dapat sabihin sa mga sitwasyon na to.

"Salamat, dong. Sususbukan ko"

"Okay, that's a start. How about the family part?"

"Well, sabi ni mama may kapatid daw ako bukod kay Kuya"

"Wow, are you excited to meet him?"

"Oo na man. Nasaktan lang ako kasi tinago niya na may iba pa pala siyang naging kasintahan na di siya natuto sa dalawang tatay namin. Ayoko lang nakikita siyang nasasaktan"

"May, you don't control who you fall in love with okay?"

"i love you, alam ko. siguro ngulat lang ako at nadagdag pa yun na di sila uuwi ngayong pasko"

"alam ko na"

Bigla siyang tumayo at tumawag sa cellphone. nakipagusap siya hindi ko maintindihan masyado pero nung bumalik siya.

"okay, so since we will be having our mega shoot in Germany on the 26th of December. I called our road manager if we can go 3 days earlier so we can rest and have a short vacation to take all that stress away. It will only be about us. We will disconnect from celebrity life for awhile."

"BUANG KA EDWARD! BIGLA BIGLA KA!"

"I know, you do crazy things when you fall in love. So, pack up love. We are leaving tomorrow."

Kiniss niya ako bigla.

sa isip isip ko. Iba talaga tong lalaking to. napakaswerte ko sakanya.

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Author's Note

Hay, bigyan mo din kami ng Edward sa buhay nmin.