RDJ Daughter// Tom Holland Fan Fic

•Rough Start•

The next morning I woke up and was tucked into my bed. Which I don't remember getting into my bed. Tom and Harrison were sleeping on the ground with pillows and blankets that were in my closet. I looked over at my alarm clock...6:45!! That early?!!
       I picked up my phone and saw a text from Jake. 
Jake hey, just checking in...seeing what you're doing today. Wanna hang out!!?

Rory uh, going to my grandmothers funeral so no

Jake oh?

Rory i just made that extremely awkward for no reason, uh.

Jake want me to come with? I could be your plus one!

Rory you normally don't bring plus ones to your grandmothers funeral...so no? But yeah, I'm going with Tom and Harrison and it's already a lot to handle so just. I'm sorry.

Jake no no! Don't be sorry! Trust me it's fine, good luck today. I love you.

        I didn't answer after he sent that. He was so confusing. Why all of a sudden he was sending I love you to me? We went on one date! I heard a knock on my door, mom poked her head in.
      "You guys want breakfast?" After texting Jake about it I felt like getting a little emotional. I shook my head no, and fakely smiled. Mom made a face, like she knew something was up, blew me a kiss then closed my door. I looked down at the boys past out on my ground. I got up then tiptoed around them. I got to my closet and slowly opened my door, it creaked a couple times then I quickly jumped in closing the door and turning on the light. What does one even wear to there grandmothers funeral. Should I text Tori, no. She won't be awake.
        I look at all my clothes and felt a tear run down my face. I mean today's the day I finally have to accept it, she's gone...
         I looked into the mirror I have in tHe corner and wiped the tears. I looked myself right in the eye
      "You got this. You're  strong, you are brave. You can do this, alright! Don't break down....please."
      I held more and more tears in, then it became painful. "It's ok, cry now. Don't cry in front of Avri and T" I fanned my face with my hands and finally calmed down. I sniffed in and wiped my eyes with the Back of my palms
       I went back to the mirror "we're good...we're good. We got this" I smiled at myself and held up a thumbs up. Completely lying to myself, but sometimes that's what you gotta do. 
      I looked back at all my clothes. Alrighty. Is it just a thing to wear black to funerals? Or could I wear colors? Know what we're just gonna wear black. I being the crazy organizer I am have my clothes in color order, Gigi helped me do that.
        I went to the black section and saw a tight dress. I took off my pjs and slipped it on then walked over to the mirror. Ugh! Deodorant stains on it.
      I grabbed a floor length black dress then slipped it on. I looked at myself. I was to short to begin with. It was supposed to end right before your feet. For me? It left a train. I walked around my closet, I felt like a dark underlord. I felt very intimidating. Which I was not.
       Next!
       It was a simple little black dress, I took off the second dress and hung it on the hook, just standing in my bra and underwear. Unzipping the third dress.
      I didn't realize but the door was opening "Ro you in her-" i quickly turned around and was making eye contact with tom. We both froze, then I looked down at my practically naked self, "LEAVE!!!" I ran to the door as he shut it. Oh. My. God.
      I stood there frozen for a little bit, but then slipped on the dress my eyes still wide. Tom just saw me? Was he blushing? I was blushing.
       "This is gonna be a long day Gigi" I whispered as I looked up to the sky.

I finally settled on that outfit. The sweater was Gigi's so I decided to wear it. I looked in the mirror and put on my diamond studs (they were Gigi's, her mom gave them to her) I grabbed my locket off the shelf and struggled to put it on, but then got it, it was a picture of me and my great grandma, and you guessed it! It was from Gigi!
       I put on my waterproof mascara and then just light makeup. Eyebrows, powder, lipstick. 
      Once I finished I looked at myself In the mirror "no crying today, Alright!" I reminded myself. Taking a deep breathe I opened the closet door and walked into my room. Harrison and Tom were no where to be found, probably left. I struggled down the carpeted stairs with my heels but once I got by the door I took them off leaving them there. I heard noise coming from avri's room down the hall, when I walked in there I saw her and Tom playing with her doll house, and her barbies.
       "I love your unicorn, princess sparkles" tom said in a high pitched voice pretending to be the girl Barbie he was holding. His back was turned to me and so was avri so neither of them knew I was there.
       "Thanks unicorn fairy queen, but I won't compliment your unicorn" avri said, I laughed. Tom jumped then turned to me looking terrified.
       "Hey unicorn fairy queen" I walked over to him messing his hair up, he was slightly blushing.
      "Roro!" Avri said running into my arms, I picked her up.
      "Are you having fun with tom, baby?" I asked her placing her on my hip
      "Y-yeah! Our barbies went to the land of unicorns and brought some back and saved the world from the bad ones!" She explained to me.
      "Oh I see!" I raised my eyebrows looking at tom who was smiling with his cheeks a slightly darker shade of pink.
       "Where'd Harrison go?" I asked both of them
       "Pick up outfits for us, Miss avri wouldn't let me leave" he stood up and gave her a fake mean look. 
       "Where's mommy??" She asked me wiggling to get down
      "Her room with Dad?" I guessed letting her down, she then ran and went out of her room.
      "Thanks for amusing her" I laughed starting to put some of the things away, so her room could be sort of clean.
      "I think i was having more fun then her!" Tom smiled pushing the Doll house back to where it was before.
      "I know, unicorn fairies are amazing!" I laughed at him, as I put the last Barbie in the bin.
      "Hey uh, sorry for walking into the- while you- uhhh- didn't- have.....when" he said rubbing his neck
      "Ah, it could've been worse...I could've been naked" I shrugged my shoulders and laughed, he was blushing A lot.
       "True" he laughed. I walked into the kitchen and took off my sweater thing tom following behind me.
       "How did I get on the bed last night?" I asked while grabbing a bagel out of the bread box thing.
       "Well Harrison fell asleep on the ground and I felt guilty on the bed so I just carried you onto your bed and tucked you in" he sat at the island
       "Ah I see"
       "Is that a problem?!!!"
       "No! Not at all! It's really sweet honestly!" He blushed once again, I felt butterflies in my stomach. My bagel finished and Harrison got back with the suits I sat eating while him and Harrison got ready.