RDJ Daughter// Tom Holland Fan Fic

•Phone Call Pt.1 •

I slowly typed his number in, because I did actually have it memorized. I hesitated but then next thing I know Trina presses "call"
      "I'll leave you guys" she said as she left closing the door behind her.
       It was to the last couple ring tones and I was starting to lose hope but then he answered
      "Ro?" I didn't answer "hello?"
      "Hey, uh, hey Tom" I finally answered, my voice definitely shaky. It was as if I was in the 'talking' stage all over again. Feeling butterflies everywhere.
       "Hey Ro" He said again. It was about a minute of silence, we both probably didn't know what to really talk about.
      "Sooo Anything new?" I asked him, awkwardly.
     "Aurora we need to stop. Okay we need to be straightforward here. I saw you and Harry kiss okay. That hurt me so much. But I also haven't been able to get you out of my mind"
      "He kissed me" I tried mentioning "not that, that should change anything because I guess I didn't pull away, I just froze really? It wasn't even that long by the way, he kissed me and then you walked in"
      "It's just you didn't even try and Come to find me-"
      "Tom dont even! I didn't even try? I ran. I ran for the first time, I left my room for the first time, I went outside for the first time to get to you. So I could kiss you"
"I'm sorry"
"No. Tom your not the one who should be apologizing. I'm sorry, and I've accepted the fact that we weren't meant to be...so you don't have to force it anymore....but always know I have never lost love for yo-"
"FORCED?!?!" He shouted over the phone hurting my ear
"Tom why did you scre-"
"Weren't meant to be? Maybe you fell out of love Aurora but I didn't. I love you. I'm IN love with you, whatever love means anymore." I stayed silent cause I really didn't know how to answer that "I knew I shouldn't of said anything....it was good talking to you Aurora,,,, call me whenever?"
"Tom wait." Was all i could answer
"What am I waiting for here Aurora? I've been waiting and waiting and waiting for something you don't even seem to want. I'm tired of being hurt, I want you but if you don't want me than okay. I'll be fine at some point. But don't drag me on like something's gonna happen when you know it wont-"
"Tom stop"
"Why should I stop?" His voice seemed like it was breaking "because it's true?"
"We all know that's not true! You for sure know that it's not because you are the one person- "
"How do we know?"
"Tom you were always my number one person"
"Really Aurora? Your number one? If I was ALWAYS your number one then why would you date Jake? Why did you- god why did you kiss Harry?"
"Tom I explained that to you!" I was beginning to cry. How selfish have I been to not realize that Tom had been feeling these awful things, keeping them inside
"I'm sorry but....I don't know" he seemed like he wanted to give up on this conversation. But I'm scared that this could be our last conversation.