RDJ Daughter// Tom Holland Fan Fic

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"Mom please!" I said as she pulled me inside
"Aurora you need to leave it, every second all I hear about is how YOU need to get out! You've been acting like a brat! You've been changing in a bad way, it's embarrassing!" Mom said as she basically dragged me into the building
"Do you think I want to change?! Do you think I'm trying to?! Cause I'll tell you this now, this isn't under my control....this isn't a way to live my life...and I'm done!! I don't want to be monitored I'm fine! You saw me run outside, I'm outside! I'm fine"
"Aurora you are not-"
"Mom I need to get to Tom!"
"Tom?!"
"Yes mom...Tom! I need Tom!"
"Why does Tom have anything to do with this???" She had stopped and we were both standing in the middle of the lobby of the hospital.
"Because....Harry, well....he kissed me?"
"HE DID WHAT?!?!" Mom basically screamed
"Shhhhhh!" I said pulling her into the girls bathroom.
"Explain!" Mom said once I shut the door. I quickly check if anyone was in the stalls
"Welll, he came to make sure I was okay, and well he kissed me? And I guess I was sending him wrong signals before because maybe I thought I was getting feelings for him but I'm NOT anymore but yeah he kissed me and then I froze and just didn't pull away for some dumb reason. Then Tom walked in and I think you can see how this is a mess because TOM walked in and then he ran out and I was about to catch him and than that Brad guy stopped me and then Nancy stopped me and then you stopped me and now it's a mess"
"Now it's a mess? I think it was a mess when you came out here on a trip Tom invited you too and then we're flirting with his brother!" Mom yelled to me "I mean you could've flirted with Tom who your obviously mad about like honestly you guys are both so-"
"WeKissedOnThePlane" I quickly told her and instantly putting my face into my palms
"WHAT!?" Her eyes widened "and thennnn?"
"Nothing! We held hands on the plane for awhile, but then I had slept in Harry's room?"
"You slept in Harry's room?"
"Yes! It's weird, this entire situation is WEIRD! I want Tom though! I want to tell him how I feel! Tell him that I'm crazy in love with him"
      "But Aurora, I know...I know you want to but I can't-"
      "WHAT"
      "Baby I love you, sooo much but I can't just let you leave? What kind of mom would I be"
      "Your kidding" it felt like it got really warm
      "I'm sorry Aurora" the walls were closing
      "Mommmmm" I whined, I felt broken all over again.
      "Cmon we'll talk about it up in the room" and for the first time I didn't fight back. I just....followed her. Trying wasn't working. Nothing was working. I mean my own freaking heart was barely working. But I didn't argue back or throw a 5 year old tantrum. I zoned out, I still don't know where my brain went and I walked. Like my soul had left my body and was MIA. I was gone. I wasn't there. It wasn't anything about my health, it was my mental state. That had just disappeared and lost all hope. Up until now I had never lost any hope. But now I don't remember what it was like to have hope. Cause it's all gone now. Tom and me were just never meant to be. Maybe one day he will stop hating me. And maybe one day it'll all work out, but that day is not today.