RDJ Daughter// Tom Holland Fan Fic

•harry. aurora.•

TOMS POV
(we be switching it up a bit)

I've felt bad for not going to the hospital but seeing Aurora like this is hard. It's an awful, very selfish thing but it hurts. It hurts to see the one you want so bad be in pain, confused.
"Tom we're leaving!" Mum called from downstairs. Mum has been going to the hospital everyday just to help out her family. I've been neglecting to go like I said. She finally convinced Sam and I to go because....it's the right thing. It's just I always hope to go back and see her back. Aurora, the one I know and have fallen madly in love with. Not that empty body with no soul. She's just a body, shes emotionally drained and has every right to be.
"Coming!" I called down from the bathroom where I've been trying to pep myself up. I quickly splashed cold water onto my face and then ran down the stairs meeting mum and Harry outside in her car. I got into the backseat and drove all the way there just staring out the window. I wonder how today's been for her. She's really all I think about. I probably don't even cross her mind....I just want to be with her so I don't feel bad for annoying her day in and day out.
"Tom!" Harry pushed my leg to take me out of the trance
"Sorry" I responded unbuckling and getting out of the car. We walked into the hospital and my chest felt heavy.
"Do you want to get her anything Tom?"
"Maybe flowers?" I answered mum
"Can I go up?" Harry asked
"Yes go ahead dear" mom told him and me and her went over to the flower box thingy. I picked out a dozen of the best roses I could find. No get well soon card, those are dumb.
"Those are lovely Tom" mum said looping a arm with mine. She continued talking with me as we went up to her room but I ignored it. I was almost in a trance.
We got to the waiting room and Susan was sitting there with Robert
"Ello guys!" Mom said instantly going to hug Susan and Robert standing up. I put out a hand for him to shake but he pulled me into a huge hug. I mimicked it, he seemed to need it more than anyone. We held the embrace for awhile. I refused to let go first, I could stand here all day if he needed it.
"Sorry Tom" Susan broke from her hug and came and hugged me. She let go and wiped her eyes "you can go say hi to her if you want" I nodded and I walked down the hallway with my roses opening the door at the end and made it into the hallways of the rooms. I had memorized what room was hers. I wrote it down on paper so if I ever needed it I had it. If I ever wanted to call the hospital and talk to her I could. I quickly learned that heart attack patients are refused a phone call.
I walked to her room and released a breathe when I got to the door. I opened it slowly and then saw it.
      "Oh....sorry" I more aggressively slammed the door. I chucked the stupid roses on the floor and ran. Down the hallway through the door and to the elevators clicking it non stop. The only problem was these elevators are actually awful at working. But I wanted to get out. I felt like I couldn't breathe. Yknow that feeling where your heart shatters and your world falls apart....or the feeling when your brother kisses the girl you've bragged to him about. The girl you've always wanted to just hold in your arms and tell her how much you love her. The girl you've wanted to kiss. The girl you'd call just to tell him about because you couldn't contain the emotions. The girl of your dreams. But it's fine. Yknow because who cares anymore! Loves stupid anyways. I mean who even cares. They'll die at some point and just put you through all the pain again. And yknow what maybe she should date Harry. I mean it's obvious they are PERFECT for each other! I mean they just met 3 weeks ago or whatever but who cares!! Dream couple RIGHT THERE.
     "Uhh sir you coming in?" I heard a voice I shook my head and looked up. I didn't even answer just got into the elevator. It was a quick ride down and then I got off. Did I actually just see what I saw? Aurora. Harry. Aurora. What.
        I quickly sped walked outside and then stood there. Confused. Broken. For the first time I can say this has done it. Not Aurora dating jake. Not Aurora talking about another guy. Finding out jake proposed. Nope. The important person in my life. Took a knife and stabbed me in the back thousands of times without even caring. I think I need to sit.