Everything I Didn't Say

Chapter 19

"I'm only nice to her because she helped me. You really think I want to get with her?" He says into his phone.

Harry still hasn't notice I was standing right in his door way. He's only nice to me because I helped him? This is my damn problem. I'm always too nice to people.

I open my apartment and slam the door. Maybe He will hear that.

Harry's POV.

Michael is annoying the shit out of me. I can't stand talking to him on the phone but he won't stop calling me unless I answer. I feel hella drunk even though I'm not.God damn I should have listened to Eleanor.. Eleanor I wonder why she's not home.

"Do you ever stop calling me? What the hell do you want?" I finally answer Michael.

"Eleanor was with Luke and Ashton"

"And?"

"She can't see Luke man"

"Why? She doesn't know shit"

"I told her I beat the shit out of him"

"Does she know why?"

"No"

"Exactly"

"I still don't want him to see her?"

"Dude she's not your property"

"And she's yours?"

"WHAT THE ACTUAL HELL?"

"Then stop defending her"

"WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO SAY?! I'M SO SICK OF YOUR SHIT"

"I stopped talking to her because of Luke"

"WHAT THE HELL DO YOU MEAN YOU STOPPED TALKING TO HER BECAUSE OF LUKE?!"

"I hate Luke and anyone who hangs with him."

"Look man, she's different."

"Harry what the hell has gotten into you? You basically hate everyone. Why do you like her? Mate, you wanna get with her or what?"

"I'm only nice to her because she helped me. You really think I want to get with her?!"

" I don't know you've never been so nice to a chick before."

I here a door slamming. I bet El is back. Shit, I wonder If she heard my conversation. I swear I'm gonna beat the shit out of Michael someday.

I hang up on Michael and throw it on the couch. Why would El slam the door like that? I run across the hall to her apartment and knock on her door.

She opens the door and she's so god damn beautiful. I love her hair up in a top knot like that. She's wearing a tank top and some pink shorts that match her nail polish. Nail polish? When did I even pay attention to nails? Okay, I must be really drunk.

"What do you want?" How rude is she this evening.

"Can't you at least say Hello?" I mock her in a playful way.

"Hello. What do you want?" She crosses her arms.

"Nothing, I just thought I'd check on you"

"Check on me? What am I five?" She's turning the tables and I find myself smiling.

"No, no that's not what I'm saying but.." She cut me off.

"Save it Harry, I heard you on the phone" she says as she walks inside her apartment and I follow.

"What did you hear?" I'm curious.

"That you were only nice to me because I helped you" she's pissed off and screaming at me.

"How do you know I was talking about you?" I might of been talking about another.. Oh why am I lying to myself? She's the only.

"Who would help a drunk like you?!" She's pissing me off.

"I'm not a drunk Eleanor" I yell back. I hate that word.

"Ok Harry. I don't have time.." She doesn't finish her words a second later she's on the floor.

Oh god she fainted. I run near her and try to wake her up. Shit, this is scary..What the hell do I do? Call 911? Or Michael?

"Eleanor??" I shake her but she's not responding. I left my phone on the couch in my apartment so I take hers insead.

I pick her up and run down the stares to take her to my car. She's so light and I've never ran so fast in my life. I put her in the backseat and drive as fast as I can to the hospital.

I pull out my phone and call Michael.

"Hello?" He answers right away.

"Hi.. Michael? Can you get here as fast as you can? I'm driving El to the hospital"

"Why? What happened?"

"Me and El got into a fight and she passed out"

"Wow Harry."

"Just shut up! You know what? Don't even come I'll take care of her"

I hung up the phone on him again. God damn, He's so annoying.

As soon as we get there, I pull her out and run to the hospital as fast as I can.

"She's.. She's passed out and she needs help now" I'm out of breath. I feel so weak. I'm a mess right now. Inside out.. I can't work it out.

"Now!" I yell at the front desk. What are they god damn blind? I have a passed out girl in my hands and they aren't doing anything at all.

"Can we get Dr. Johnson right now?" The front desk secretary yells into the phone. I'm sure I scared the shit out of her. Though, I am more scared because of El.

The doctor comes running and guides me to a room across the room where I lay her.

"Can we have you step out for a second sir?" He asks me.

"Are you freaking kidding me right now? I didn't run for my life and kill almost every red light for this girl so I can 'step out for a second'" for a second I sounded as if she is my girlfriend.

"Okay, okay. Fine but only for so long. I understand you are scared as well as all of us"

"Then do something god damn" I yell at him without knowing what I'm saying.

"Have a seat" a nurse says. I feel like punching a wall.

"Hey, what's going on?" Michael comes running.

"What the hell man? I told you I'd take care of her" I yelled. Why am I yelling?

"Yeah, that's why I came running. You can't even take care of yourself mate." He's out of breath as well.