Everything I Didn't Say

Chapter 53

"We should go, my head is getting cold from the ice!" I say.

"okay..." He growns.

"like I said... the night is all yours." I say as he struggles to get up.

"want to hit up a random party?" He asks me.

"what? have you gone mad?" at this time for some reason it seems like a damn good idea so hell with it.

"no.. don't you? just live a bit Eleanor.. and you know bad mistakes make pretty damn good stories later on!" He gets up stuggling on the ice.

"I know but well.. okay." I finally agree.

"here let me carry you, I realize that you don't want to be on here any longer then I made you." He smiles with his arms wide open.

"you sure?" I ask.

"yeah, what do you weight? like 20? 30 pounds?" He remarks sarcastically.

"119 pounds actually." I frown.

"that"s all? get into these arms you little cupcake" He hugs me and I can't help giggle at the fact that he just called me cupcake. He gets a grip of my legs as I hold on to his neck tightly. He takes a moment to scan my face and boy am I glad I actually put on some mascara and red lipstick today.

"wut?" I mock the way he says 'what'.

"is that the way you think I say it?" he leans in closer. His nose is about half an inch away from mine and his minty breath is cold as it hits my face while he talks to me.

"you do!" I laugh.

"Wut?!" He raises an eyebrow.

"see you did it again." I smile and he leans in faster at this point I could easily lose my mind. All I could feel is warm flesh crashing into my cold lips. Lips generous and warm. he builds me up like stairs.

"and I did that again." He smirks.

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Harry's POV.

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She is something to behold, elegant and bold. She is electricity running to my soul. Eyes innocent and wild remind me what it's like. And I, I never understood what was at stake. I never thought her love was worth it's wait. Well now she's come and gone. I finally worked it out, I worked it out. And I could easily lose my mind the way she kissed me will work each time, pulling me back into the flames and I'm burning up again, I'm burning up.

I was thinking we could go party it up at Niall's again. I say goodbye to Dylan and Laurain as we head back to the car. I can't seem to get off my eyes off Eleanor no matter how hard I try. I know she is avoiding eye contact and I would too at times but I know she caught me looking. She don't like small places, give her highways and byways and don't get stuck in her head and it's been so long. I will read into everything she doesn't say. All of her silent ways.

We drive in silence for the first five minutes and I can brainstorm anything that she might say next. Why? Why does she go wasting her youth on me? she's so beautiful now. There's so much time left for her now. But I, I've got a lot to say and I'm scared that she's gonna slip away. And she , she's got this wide-eyed gaze and a smile that she'll carry through her days.

"So best friend or girlfriend? Because Harry, I'm just as confused and I'm sick of things being half said." She finally says.

"Well I- I haven't properly asked you to be mine and I only told mum- I mean Anne that is because more questions will rise I had bet." I have no clue how to answer her. I don't actually have a proper idea how we work.