Everything I Didn't Say

Chapter 36

Harry had walked out and I didn't care where he had gone at the time but as hours rolled past, I became increasingly worried.

I go to bed, it's late and even though I'm pissed at him I wish he would come home safe. I can't get myself to fall asleep. I need to go look for him. I need to find Harry, make sure he's alright.

Ideas start flowing through my head, something tells me he might even get into another car accident because of me. I don't want that to happen. As hours past by I find myself more worried about him than I should. Throwing off my blanket, I get up and get dressed even if it's eleven at night I'm still going to look for him and bring him home as I told Luke.

New York at night is hella chilly and I don't even know where to start looking for him. I cruise the streets at midnight and try to forget what's happening in my world as the wind hits my face like a truck. My heels start hurting me, I was in such a hurry to find Harry that I didn't realize that I even put of heels. I rip them off my feet like a banded and hold them with one hand. Cars pass by and one stops right next to me.

"Eleanor?"

"Michael?"

"What are you doing out so late?"

"Forgetting all the bullshit going on in my life."

"No, there must be a deeper reason than that." He laughs.

"Looking for Harry."

"I knew it had to do something with him. Call him."

"Oh why didn't I think of that?!" I say sarcastically.

"Umm.. I don't know?"

"He broke his phone."

"Can I say I told you so yet?" He laughs.

"If your gonna stop me out here in the middle of the night just to make me feel bad then just leave Mikey."I raise my hands up dramatically and put them down again because my heals are a bit heavy for one hand.

"Calm down. Get in." He throws his thumb pointing to the backseat.

"You're gonna help me find him?"

"You seem lost."

"I don't even know where the hell he is and neither do I know where to start."

"I have an idea where he is." He laughs.

"What is there to laugh about?"

"You're just like the others."

"Others?"

"Don't question it. See for yourself." We pull up in front of a building.

"What's going on?"

"Didn't you wanna find Harry?"

"Yeah but-"

"You can Thank me later." He opens his door and leaves the car then I follow.

"Harry is in here?" I ask like a lost mind.

"Mhm." He opens the door of the building and loud music suddenly flows through.

"Partying..?" I add.

"Sure! Everyone is here tonight! Including Ashton and Luke."

"How come I don't know about this?"

"No one told you?" He looks shocked.

"No?"

"Be my guest then."

Michael and I walk up to the second floor, where wasted and passed out teenagers are laying all over the hallway like dead fish on the sea shore.