"Hey mum, hey dad" i rush through the door and up the stairs.
"Eleanor, where are you going?"mum says as fast as possible.
"My room!" I say as I'm running up.
I can't believe i just went to that party, everything was a blur because i was scared most of the time.. But Niall was making me feel comfortable...'Niall York'? Really? I had to say that.. Ugh this is why i should not be going to parties, not that I'm suppose to anyways. As i get to my room, my door is closed... That's weird.. I open it and change to my PJs and throw my hair in a top knot.
*knock, knock* I bet it's mum. "Eleanor, how have you been?" She asked slowly.
I don't know mum, I've been zoning out a lot, thinking a lot lately, oh and i went to this party tonight that was loud but i didn't even stay inside! And i talked to a guy named Niall that i haven't seen for ages for 2 hours, he also took me to the coffee shop to change from a gorgeous black dress that you would never approve of me wearing!
"Alright, just stressing out a bit since I have to leave to Niall York in two days" i say without knowing what i just said.
"What honey?" She's confused.
"New York" I've got to stop that.
"Well El I am sure you will be alright! Have you gotten everything together?" She's curious as she looks around my room.
"Yeah, mum you can clearly tell that my room looks empty without all the band posters on the wall!" I say while grabbing my laptop.
"Are you exited?" She has probably asked me that since the beginning of this year.
"Can't wait, but i don't want to leave Perrie, you, and dad.." I trail off but catch myself before i say Zayn.
"Dinner is on the stove love, I'm going down stairs to watch a movie with your father, you can join us if you'd like?" She doesn't really want me to I can tell by the sound of her voice.. She would rather that i would pack even more.
"No thank you mum, I'm too tired and possibly going to sleep about now" I lie. Who sleeps at 11:30?
She disappears as I am looking at my laptop screen for pictures of my new flat in New York.
My phone starts vibrating. It's a text from Zayn.
"Have you gotten a flat in New York?"he asked.
"Yeah, I've got everything i need... Mum got me a furnished apartment, i saw pictures of it today on my laptop, it's really nice!" I text back as fast as i can.
"Let me know if you need anything! I've got some buddies that go to NYU" Zayn replies.
"Last day tomorrow Zayn, what do i do without you?" I start tearing up. This is so hard... So hard for me to leave my best friend.
"Yeah.." He says. I can tell he doesn't want it to be.
I look around my room that was covered in band posters and realize how empty it is.. just like how empty I'm gonna be without Zayn and Perrie.
Tears are streaming down my face without me realizing that I am actually crying.
"Save the tears for tomorrow Eleanor" i breathe.
I pick up my phone once again and text Zayn.
"Where were you guys during the party?!" I want to know!
"Niall came up to me and Pez around 11 and told us he would take you home?!"
"He told me he couldn't find you guys? I was almost in tears!!!"
"Oh El me and Perrie were coming anyways!"
"Well Niall is a jerk for doing that to me!! Well sweet but still a jerk!" I can't help it smile.
"Yeah it's his way of saying 'I am interested in you' lol" he replies.. Zayn is a fast texted. Damn.
"Are you still at the party?" I ask.
"No, at Pez's place"
"Oh ok. Goodnight" I'm feeling sleepy.
"Night beautiful." He replies.
