Not Alone

SIGNS

**NATASHA

Where to start this beautiful day?

This question makes me move from place to place every morning, arghh that I do not like the stress and pressure! At the same time it is slightly my fault .. Yes yes Nat, you have time, go 5 min again and BOOM .. I must be at work in 20 min! shit. And good, it serves me what to hurry when I already know that I'll be late! Just maybe send a message to Elise for what to tell people who will have to wait for me ... again..

To Cupcake <3 :

Hey boo, im gonna be late.. again sorry!

Brush your teeth, take my toast, arrange the hair, say bye Charlie and bim out to leave at last! Yeah, I'm 10 minutes late. But oh! my phone vibrates .. I see that the screen shows me, Cupcake.

From Cupcake <3 :

Hahah it's okay love. Its not your first time anyways hihi! See you later :*

I only have time to give a little smile for this message. Me and Elise have been in a relationship for 1 year. We hide it from fans for our private life. What I find rather useless since all our fans already ship us together and already consider us as a couple. We like to keep our magic off the job, private. All this started when we had our audition for Carmilla. I saw her eyes and I fell in love. If only love could be done like this in real life, well that can happen since I live it today with my beautiful girlfriend.

7h30 Am**

Finally there! hahah shit im so late you don't know how!

N- Okay okay!! I know im late, im sorry hahaha or not.. But anyways im here !

everyone looks at me with a lost look and weird. They are all dressed already and ready to start, I look like nothing. It's sad, really sad haha. Sometimes I would just like to get ready. This day will never come and I know it.

N- okay whatever.. Did someone saw Elise??

I only felt a hand touching me and I realized that it was her that I was looking for. I feel the smell of his perfume not too soft, not too strong ..it makes me almost purr .. what happens to me . I feel bizzar all of a sudden, I feel sensitive to the skin. Elise notices it immediately, so she removes her hands hesitantly.

E- Are you okay Nat?

She ask that with so much expressions in her face.

N- oh yeah, don't worry about me. I think im just cold a little bit.

Spencer, the director, looks at me with a confused face. Already, I'm not even cold, so why I move quickly like that. I do not know, in short I am late and I should simply prepare myself before delaying even more the day.

Annie comes to see me without making any noise in the locker room. What makes me jump out of fear.

A- Hey..

N- GOSH! dont do that again..

She looks weird and just.. I dont know she doesnt look the same.

N- Are you okay?

she looks at me and observes me with her blue eyes. She lifts me one arm and then the other to then make me open my mouth in full.

N- Annie.. What the fuck are you doing??? Are even okay? I mean w...

she leaves me no time to finish talking. She gets way too close to me and that makes me uncomfortable. I do not like the smell it gives at this very moment. I do not like the fact that she look at me with her blue eyes twice as clear as they are usually.

A- You are not normal Natasha.. Look at you.

What?

N- what do you mean Im not normal..

she's a second time closer to me, but this time, it is very close to my mouth and it disturbs me. I feel strong, I feel enervated and disturbed. I do not like her and I just have a temptation to want to bite her neck. Why? Im not Carmilla in real life, im Natasha. I must not start to be like my character hahaha how can this even happen?

Even with force, my mouth approaches the skin that faces me. I try myself to understand what is happening but I can not control myself and WHY IT IS SO CLOSE TO ME ???

at this moment, the door opens and gives way to Elise in the room. She look lost, a little too lost. I realize a little after that I'm two centimeters away from Annie's neck.

E- What are you doing?..

Her face wanted to say it all .. Why my girlfriend is in the neck of my best friend, why is she so close to her, why Natasha is in panties in front of my best friend, why they are both not ready to turn the

series.

N- mhh..

A- Oh! mhh We do not do anything, I mean, yes we have done something but it's just jokes. You understand? Okay surely not with your face but I mean, ohhh uhh

oh my..

N- I was just practicing my vampire skills you know..

She smile at me. I know that she find us stupid right now. It's a bit normal too. I see her coming closer to me, looking me in the eyes. Woah is crazy how her eyes calm me and relax me.

She shows Annie's the door so she can go out and tell the others that we are coming in not very long and tells me ..

E- your'e so bizzar sometimes.. But I love you.

I take her in my arms so that she can be close to me. My hands play in her hair and my lower body dances with hers. I hate when she bites her lower lip .. it drives me crazy every time. I always just want to take her and show her the love I have for her. BUT we are at work and this is not the time.

I just have time to kiss her passionately. The world was screaming after us.

N- I love you too cupcake

God she's so cute with her smile and her face and ahhhh I could not ask for better!

Hey guys! that's my first chapter! I mean.. yea hahaha. If someone wants to help me sometimes with spelling or words that could be clearer, do not hesitate to send me a private message. I'm not going to take it personally because I'd rather know you can understand that not understand anything.

-Gab