Not Alone

LEAVE

PDV Elise ****

E- Please, say to mama that i'm okay, don't say the real shit..

Brother- You don't want me to tell mom about what just happen to you??? You crazy????

E- no.. She's gonna come here and she will stay with me all the time and I need space.. not a mom to fight with..

Brother- Ok.. but let me bring her here.. I think she needs to know how you're feeling

E- sure.. okay

The door open's

There she is Calm, insecure to enter

E- hey..

My brother gets up and smile at me before kissing me on the head and leave us alone

She smiles at him and let him cross the door to close the door after that

E- come.. don't be scared.

She smiles a little and came closer to me

E- Please, be a little mad and serious I will start to think that you're human now

N- never.

Good she's talking

E- Well be you Natasha

I said that quick

N- Okay okay relax, i'm coming miss

She gets closer and take a chair to seat

N- how are you feeling ?

I sigh

E- well..

I don't want to say the truth.. For sure, i'm not good, I'm panicking even right now !! and feeling so anxious to be around just only one person !! Even Natasha. she's the only person that I want to be with now, but I'm so scared.

E- Yes i'm fine, don't worry

N- mmhhhh yeaaa if you say so..

I laugh

E- so! What I miss??

I see her taking a big breath and look at me..

E- Did I even miss something?

She nods negatively

E- Impossible

N- I swear.. We we're all just searching for you

I don't know what to say, I just want to cry

N- don't cry.. please

E- Don't tell me what to do

Woah.. Why did I responded to her like that

N- Oh.. I'm sorry

E- no no, I'm sorry, I didn't wanted to answer like that

I feel bad now,,

N- It's okay..

I know now that she's incomfortable

E- I'm hungry !!
I'm trying so hard to look natural

N- you are ???

E- Yes! so bad !!

I want to cry, let my tears down just for a moment. I don't want her to see me cry, It's not even normal

N- okay well, stay here, i'll be back okay ??