Not Alone

SORRY

PDV Elise ***

E- Can you stop laughing please Nat..

N- sorry but it's so funny

E-What's so funny about that?

N- Faking a romantic moment with you while I'm feeding myself. It's very funny

When I think about it, it's true but she was eating me on one side.. so it's funny yes.. but on the other .. It's far from being reality.

N- Anyways, I loved this little moment, it makes my day and now I'm ready to work hihi See you at the table bella.

And she leaves, like that without saying anything. Stupid vampire ... Damn now I have to find bandages for my neck. Well yess .. Where do you find that ???

Oh fuck that. My hair are there for that.

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Spencer - Thank you all ! It's time to take a short break before continuing so if you want to go out a little, you can. 30 minutes and after that.. we have work for the rest of the day. Okay??

Kait- good for me !!

All- Same!

I decide to go outside on the roof of the building. I need air..

PDV Natasha ***

I see Elise get up without looking too much around her. I dont want to leave her alone in this state and then .. I feel bad for what I did to her so I probably just... I should just go and apologize.

I follow her and see she goes to the roof. First I need to go pee and after I'm going to join her.

..

Arriving on the roof, she's .. lying down and resting. Her eyes are closing and she's relaxing. I make no noise and put me next to her. To make this funny, I take out my phone and take a picture of her and me. She's cute.

N- you know.. I'm sorry..

She bounces and looks at me with big big big eyes

E- Shit ! Don't do that again..

N- do what ?

E- you freaking scared the shit out of me man !!

N- oh haha my bad

She smiled and returned to her world

E- sorry for what ?

N - To have bitten you in the neck... And not taking the rest seriously when Kaitlyn appeared and saw us..

On my words, she got up a little to settle down and look at me.

E- It's me who told you that you could feed yourself from me so you have no excuse to do

N- yea but still.. I don't like that.. Feeding myself from the girl i'm in love with, like who does that ?

She sighed and then plays with her fingers

E- yea I understand that, but It was my decision so.. Anyways

I know she's not finished talking .. She has something else to tell me and I'm waiting

N- yea no talk honey, I know you have something else in your heart.

She sighs again, god she's never gonna stop.

E- Look Natasha .. I dont even know why we are like that. You are a new person, I know that you always have your beautiful personality and your beautiful smile and your beautiful confidence that you give me also when I need it. But .. You are no longer that person who is wise as an image and calm when a simple thing can annoy you. You become cold, bad and dangerous. You kill the world to live Natasha! I never saw that! I only saw that in Carmilla because you play Carmilla and you're a vampire! I still have trouble understanding how you can be this person today ?? who's giving this monster ?? I'm not going to stop you from biting me to feed you but the day you're really going to lose control, you're going to regret it and you're going to suffer for the rest of your life. I dont want that .. I'm afraid of that. A movie is waiting for us and we are so lucky to be able to participate in this together. I love you so much Nat, you dont know how much, but being afraid to see you lose control and just break your life because I'm too weak for you, I can't I can't continue with you for that.

I'm lost and I don't know what to say. Does she just say that she dont want me anymore.. like no more relationship... with me ??

N- What.. You .. you

E- I'm sorry, I need some times.. I'm breaking up with you, but I'm still here and never gonna leave you, I promise.

No.. no why

N- I need to go..

I get up and leave by hiding the tears that want to flow..

Annie- Oh Nat !

Annie sees me and realizes that I'm not good.

Annie- Natasha ! Come here.

N- leave me alone please.

Annie- No come here.

N-... she don't want me anymore..

And there's the tears..