Not Alone

HARD INTERVIEW

PDV Elise***

SO ... Justin stayed with me for 3 days. I thanks him deep in my heart.

Today .. We have an interview. I'm coming out of my house for the first time since 2 weeks. That does not bother me. It's more the person with who I have to do the interview that bothers me.

I have a hard time telling myself that I'm not going to burst into tears in front of everyone. She did not talk to me again, she did not even try to talk to me again.

I told Annie, Nicole, Sharon and Kaitlyn. They all came to see me at least once this week. They support me all but Natasha is also their friend so I understand very well that they can not choose a side.

as I was about to leave, I got a call from Spencer

On the phone**

E- Hi Spencer..

Spencer- Ok, I know everything. But I dont need to see you against each other at the interview today. I I know it's going to be really hard but please keep your behavior at a professional level. You were a couple, now you are not anymore so dont forget that the fans from the beginning they dont know about you and her.

I swallow my saliva anxiously before replying that I was going to do everything to keep a professional level.

E- okay.. Ill do my best..

Spencer- Thank you. See you later honey.

E- bye..

I breathe hard and wipe the small tears that have flowed without even knowing it.

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PDV Natasha***

Im stress, I walk from my kitchen to my living room biting my fingers. I'm going to fuck everything. I feel that I will have trouble holding me back. I have phases that I can restrain myself and be calm and others where I turn crazy and dangerous.

And Elise .. Omg .. I dont know, I dont feel well.

With great difficulty, I arrive at Clexacon. I'm tired, why? because I dont even sleep!

I managed to find Steph in the waiting room.

Steph- Hey girl..

She looks at me .. a little disappointed ..

N- hey..

Two familiar voices approach me. It's Kaitlyn and Sharon.

Sharon- Oh !

She stops walking and looks at me .. I know she has trouble smiling but she smiles to be friendly anyway

Sharon- Hey Natasha..

N- Hey..

Steph- Okay! humm you need to go Natasha.

It's weird, Elise is not here. I'm looking for her everywhere to find my way.

Kait- shes already there..

I jump out of fear of seeing Kaitlyn come next to me

N-..oh okay.

I start moving but Kaitlyn holds me by the arm

Kait- Dont mess up.. and try to look happy Nat.

I look into her eyes and leave with a sigh

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PDV Elise***