Not Alone

VAMPIRE

PDV Elise***

Immediately after the interview is over, Natasha gets up and starts running nervously. Curious as I am, I decided to follow her by walking on a quick step.

Kait- Elise ?

Her eyes turn to Natasha who runs and looks at me.

Kait- where were you leaving?

She's as curious as me her .. I turn and... shit I lost sight of Natasha.

E- hummm I was just going to pee.

Kait- oh ok.. youre gonna join us after ?

E- yea dont worry. But sorry.. hum I really need to go haha.

I smile and leave in a little jogging

I arrive in front of the private toilets of the actors, I hesitated to return and to mingle of his business but I am too intrigued.

I enter softly and close the door behind me. I hear someone, I hear her talking to herself.

N- I cant.. Natasha controle yourself Please please you can do it ! Dont loose your mind.. Just d..

E- Nat..

I stand behind her and ask who she is talking to. She jumped and let go of a little scream

N- What.. what are you doing here ? Leave now.

Shes really not happy to see me. She seems to be stressing and disturbing by me.

N- leave..

I know she wants me to leave but I decide to go ahead instead

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PDV Natasha***

I feel really bad. My fangs are going out and I dont want her to see me like that for the first time.

I want her to leave, I just want to push her for her safety.

E- Natasha what is happening..

Her eyes are worried, she dont know what to do when she sees me in a panic that way. Usually during panic attacks, she knows what to do but she is able to differentiate a panic attack and the one I'm trying to get rid of now before eating her.

E- calm down..

Her hand is on my arm. Suddenly, my breathing calms down.

N- I just.. I just need a moment..

E- can I help you?

N- n..no

She sighs and backs out of the cabin where I am.

I close the door and my nerves start again .. My arm goes and hits the wall in front of me. I have a toothache .. I scream but try to hold me back. Too late .. she'll come back for sure.

E- NATASHA !?!? OPEN THE DOOR!

I cant control my self now.. Im not gonna open the door if im like that.

E- NAT PLEASE WHY ARE YOU ACTING LIKE THAT??

I feel my body wanting to attack ..

N- ELISE MOVE ! PLEASE YOU CAN NOT SEE ME LIKE THAT!

I warn her and start to really lose control.

E- I DONT CARE NATASHA PLEASE OPEN THE FUCKING DOOR !!!

I can't disobey her .. I am so weak for that. I will surely regret to open the door.

She opens and I hide my face.

E- Nat.. look at me.

My body makes me make sudden movements that worries me because I dont want to hurt her.

N- I can't Elise.. I swear I can't.

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PDV Elise ***

I approach her to see her face but she moves me away with delicacy so as not to be too rough. I notice that she hides her mouth a lot more than her full face. She stays in her corner, afraid of losing control?

I don't understand..

E- Natasha.. Look at me, I will not judge and you know that. You know me and you know that im not like that.

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PDV Natasha***

The worst thing is that I know it! But it's not normal! This is not normal! It's only in movies that everything happens. I know my grandmother told me about vampires when I was young but I did not think she could tell the truth. She always told me that one day I would discover my way but that my power could hurt me and hurt others and I had to be careful. My mother already said that as soon as I went to find out what she always hid from me, I had to go see her. My mother always told me that I looked like a vampire, my grandfather always told me to find someone who would accept me with my powers. Now I know why they were talking about that! They all knew it before.

N- Im a vampire

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PDV Elise***

E- what?

I laugh a little because she is a vampire in Carmilla. But I'll give her a chance so she can explain in more detail.

She still does not look at me

N- I am a vampire, a real vampire. I look really stupid to tell you that but I am a real vampire. As now, I have a lot of trouble controlling myself and my mother always told me that I looked like a vampire and my grandmother always told me to pay attention later. My grandfather always told me to find the right person. A person who will always accept me even if I could hurt AND THAT IS NOT SOMETHING YOU TELL YOUR SMALL CHILDREN? HE SAID THAT I WOULD INJURY LOVE WITH WHOM MY LIFE WAS TO BE SHARED. He warned me.

She took a deep breath and looked at me.

My face froze. I can not realize what I see in front of me. She has fangs. Real ones. I know she does not lie to me since she cries with stress and pain.

E- You ha

N- Let me talk.. Me too .. I would never have thought to see me like that one day .. I'm afraid of myself. I ... I killed. ELISE I KILLED 5 PEOPLE FOR MY DESIRES .. I PUT MY FANGS IN STEVIE NECK AND I HURTED HER ... 2 TIMES! I AM A MONSTER. I am scared. I can not control myself when my body asks.

She cries, her eyes are filled with water and red with pain.

I dont know what to say .. I'm scared of her .. I dont know what to do ..

Her fangs are still there .. She is really harder facial with this.

E- I.. I.. You.. humm.. You..

She gets closer to me and puts her hand behind my head, in my hair.

NOW.. Im scared!