Not Alone

INTERVIEW

PDV Elise***

Good morning everyone! Good morning to myself, a way that helps me sometimes to get up, tell me good morning to myself. It's really stupid when I think about it.

Clearly it's hot here, not in Canada, but in my bed, it's really hot! Think a little Elise. Yeah, Nat is by my side and I forgot that she was there. It's crazy how human can release heat. No no I do not say that I do not like when she is in my bed, haha who would not like to have the love of her life in her bed you understand haha. In short, I speak in my head so much for nothing, it's sad.

I get up slowly so as not to be dazed by the speed. I take the time to observe the one who took me in her arms all night. My god she is beautiful. I do not take long to give her a little kiss on the forehead, which made her move and let go a little noise of fatigue. We still have 3 hours before an interview that will only happen between me and Natasha. I'll let her sleep for another 30 minutes because she has to get ready for a day right?

My coffee, my toast and go on my phone for 30 min. It's really hard for me in the morning. The time of the day when I take the most time preparing myself. Ark why is my kitchen dirty? I never really realized she was dirty.

Hahaha but I have a good excuse. You all know that when we have a girlfriend or a boyfriend who really want you, how to say, sexually .. how to refuse ??? So basically, she took me in her arms, pushed me on the wall so that our mouths could dance together and she brought me to my bed for ... you know the rest haha.

N- hey babe

By the time my toast was going to come into my mouth, the most beautiful girl in the world is entering my kitchen .. dirty. She really wants to lose me time. Why does she have nothing on her body? why does she want to make us late for our interview?

No, I'm not going to do this morning. Oh no no, ma'am, I'm sexy every morning and you can not resist me, no this morning I can.. i'm strong. Shit she's good at making me weak to give her love.

E- Stop.. not today Nat.

She looks at me from head to foot trying to convince me again and again, but no!

She sighs with discouragement and takes one of my sweaters that has been on a chair for two nights. But she knows me too well, which made her smile because she knows I can not resist her when she plays her romantic game.

So she decides to come by my side to get the coffee I made her.

N- I will get you one day baby.

I nod

E- It's not because I don't want to ..you know.. have fun with you. We just have to get ready and you know it.

She nods too and put her arm around me to make me close to her.

10 am**

E- Nat babe! We have to go!!! faster !!

We are not late for once, which impresses me a lot.

N- I'm here love.. go.

She's very white to compare with before. It's strange, I dont think she's fine.

E- Natasha..

she looks at me, waiting for me to talk

E- are you feeling okay? I mean, you look pretty white or tired..

I let her think about what I said

N- mhhh no, i'm fine, don't worry.

She smiles and start to walk out my home.

10h30 am** PDV Natasha**

I feel so weak recently. I feel strong at a certain moment, but after .. everything leaves me. My teeth hurt, my head hurts, my bones hurt. I know that it has nothing to do with my beautiful evening that I spent yesterday in the magical bed haha..

I dont know what's going on with me. I also have the nausea that comes and goes, it annoys me!

PDV Elise**

Finally arrive. We have been told to sit on the couch while the person who is going to ask us questions is getting ready. Natasha plays with my hair talking to me a bit of everything and nothing, which makes me laugh because she always finds ways to make me laugh.

N- this is stupid hahaha !

I did not really follow what she said to me. I was more focused on watching her.

**- Okay girls! are you ready?

We nods and look at each other.

**- The camera is rolling!!

N- Hi my name is Natasha Negovanlis, I play Carmilla Karnstein in Carmilla and

E- Hey my name is Elise Bauman and I play Laura Hollis in Carmilla!

The young woman smiles at us and asks us how are we and everything and everything .. A little after, the questions begins.

**- How are you like your character? It has similarities or your character is completely different?

I took two second to think..

N- like.. Personally, I find that I am a lot like Carmilla. In our style, in our thoughts sometimes. She is very reserved but I consider myself today much closer to my character. Much more than I thought.

I laugh

E- It's funny because she dresses a lot like Carmilla .. she often wears black or gray and her style always reminds me that I have to be careful not to mix myself up with her character and her.

N- true true hahaha.

E- but hmmm.. for me.. Laura is part of my life today, she showed me a lot about a lot of things and I think that means that today I have less problem accepting my. But mentally, I dont think I'm so open to settle everything hahaha compare to Laura. I would say that I'm more open to nature and myself.

The woman smiled and Nat too. The questions continued

But then..

**- Did Carmilla allow you to discover and come closer as a friend and character?

I look at my partner and smile. We will not announce that we are together, it remains between us. But we can find an answer to this question.

E- I mean.. yea!! for sure! As a bisexual and happy to be .. Playing a role whose character is lesbian, it seems to me rather equal. If I discovered more while playing Laura .. yes! Having to kiss a girl and love a girl as a character, it gave me the time to know and tell me that I'm proud of who I am.

I coughed a bit to hide the silence before Natasha spoke.

N- Yes of course! I see the same side that Elise said. Me as a pansexual, I define love a lot with the personality and not the gender of the person. Having to be in love with a girl for a serie hahahah NO problem! And between me and Elise, it allowed us many times to trust each other and communicate more easily for our work. It is clear that today we are closer and were not afraid to make a gesture that the other would not like but Carmilla has definitely brought us closer from year to year and now we are best friend!

Magnificent! She could not answer that better than that! I take the time to smile and touch her hand so that she understands that she has responded well.

**- Its all!! Thank you girls and good luck for the rest of the show and the futur!!

N- thanks!!

E- thank you!!

Natasha gets up and I can see her running to the toilet

weird..

HOW WAS IT?? hihi maybe better. Let me know xx

-Gab